Fascinating

2011-09-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

Just started my uni ! God bless me :) I guess there will be so many readings going to be done ! :(

Distance

2011-09-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Friends don't last long. it's so true as you grow older. Not all the friends, but instead, we need more time and efforts to hold the friendship. new friends, start to have feelings like: oh, I have to meet new people again... it's so tired to maintain the friendship. new friendship. to meet and to understand a person. it takes time, long time though. even the one talking, sleeping, eating etc next to you, you still can't read her/his mind. She still tells herself, the world doesn't change. even your close friends, you will doubt have they changed? or have I changed? environment , people are connected to our life eventually, thus, if our circles of life are different, it may end up we walk in different paths. not surprising though. She has learned not to adapt whatever she doesn't want(if it is given a chance for her to say no), not to just accept although she doesn't like it, not to follow when she feels it isn't right. Who can tell her why people can change? places can be the same, but people, here, the hearts, you can no longer understand them. The hearts become your neighbours, so close yet so unfamiliar with. She is not putting the blame on others, but as she feels, the views from her and her friends start to get different. different points of views, neither she nor them are wrong, just they have different points of views.

no matter what, just try to get yourself fix into the pieces whenever something goes wrong.

遗憾

2011-07-29T13:39:00.002+08:00

每当发呆的时候，一个人影不经会闪过我的脑海里。她曾经活在我的世界里，可是，记忆中的她愈来愈模糊了。当她离开人世的时候，我哭了好几天，也在棺材旁睡上了一晚。我很厌恶葬礼的仪式，因为，两年内共经历了两次。这会让我有种错觉：接下来，还有谁呢？今年，又有两位叔公离开了人世，张家又少了几名家庭成员。生死离别就好像一场旅程，大家坐在一列列的火车上，被安排坐在不同的位子上，谁先下车，无人知晓。在我的生命里，有些人中途下了车，又有人搭上了车；有些下车了但偶尔还会搭一搭顺风车休息，或着，有些人是被我赶下车的。缘，是火车的燃料也是方向针，是指引也是迷津；缘，一直绕着我的火车。

奶奶得了癌症，起初，我不以为异，因为，我知道她不会离开我的。那时候，我就是这么想的。果然，她做了治疗痊愈了。直到我阅读了一本关于一位女生在奋抗病魔的经历时，我才知道原来治疗是很痛苦的。那时候，我不懂。后来，病情恶化了，奶奶变了另一人似的。她很瘦，脸色苍白，常喊着：“很痛，很痛！”从妈妈的口中得知，大家都不想让她知道她的癌症又复发了，还是末期。末期，好熟悉又陌生的词。电视剧常演着医生拿着报告，主角焦虑地等待医生的报告：你得了癌症。看到他精湛的演技，大概都知道的了癌症的心情吧！

刚开始，奶奶喊很痛，很痛的时候，我不知道该这么办；那时候的我才十四岁。后来，奶奶躺在病床上痛苦的呻吟声逐渐地让我习惯了。经过多年的洗礼，我开始后悔也恨自己为什么那么没用，奶奶病危时，我经过什么责任？我没有在床边好好陪她说话（当时，大多数，她都是在迷迷糊糊的状态），没有为她更换衣物，抹身体，喂吃药等。我都没有做到，为什么？因为，我害怕，我的奶奶变了。第一次，姑姑拨电话来说奶奶不行了。一行人都聚在祖屋哭哭啼啼的，我也哭得泪不成泣，奶奶要走了。可是，奶奶活下来了，不是好事，她便得更痛苦。当奶奶去世时，我是在高兴与悲伤之间徘徊。因为，一路以来，我觉得她留在世上是在折磨着她，她很痛，我们无法帮她，还骗她是风湿痛，拿风油帮她揉脚、揉背。奶奶躺在棺材的模样我不敢多看，仪式结束后，我也把这件事给淡忘了。

中学的生活好不忙碌，忙考试，忙补习，忙课外活动。空闲时和朋友到处玩玩，生活过得非常充实。奶奶的影子偶尔会出现在我的脑里。端午节，我们会想起奶奶包粽子的模样，我想念那娘惹粽子，只属于奶奶的味道，再也吃不到了。中秋节，我们会想起与爷爷、奶奶、姑姑们相聚的日子。奶奶喜欢热闹，她会把亲朋戚友叫来一起赏月，吃月饼，吃她煮的佳肴。我的灯笼，是我牵着奶奶的手，她带我去买的。几岁？忘了。奶奶带我去菜市时，我爱买这个那个，尤其是糖果啦，酸梅啦等等。奶奶都会把酸梅放在特定的地方，每次，我都会偷偷地去拿，现在，同样的地方，酸梅不在了。新年，又刻上了奶奶的脸。年初一，奶奶会化妆得漂漂亮亮，再派红包给我，给子孙。小时候，我很喜欢找奶奶玩。奶奶会剥葡萄皮后才给我吃葡萄。

“妈妈，帮我剥葡萄皮。”

“剥葡萄皮要很多功夫的，麻烦，自己做。只有你的奶奶这么疼你，一粒粒葡萄给你剥了皮才让你吃。”对呀，奶奶的好，我好怀念。

“奶奶一生人都没有真的享清福，她就去了。”有一天，妈妈悠悠说道。曾经，我以为长大后，可以孝顺奶奶，带她去吃好吃的。原来这看是普通的事情，机会没了，就没了。我的手提电脑里没有奶奶的照片，那时，我还没有数码相机。她的模样，只是在泛黄的相片簿里，那微发胖的奶奶。

印象最深刻的是在我十二岁时，圣诞节前夕，我到新加坡玩。我吃了奶奶隔夜煮的炒饭。在要搭巴士会马来西亚是，我呕吐不停。一包包的纸袋装满了我的吐泻物，连巴士司机都询问我的妈妈要不要载我到新山的医院去挂急诊。奶奶以为是她的食物造成我生病了，一路上非常照顾我。我看见奶奶的内疚，我很惭愧。

我是她的第一个家孙，妈妈说从小时候，我就是家里的宝。现在，我可是想象到那时的情形。为什么太小的时候记忆是模糊的？如果，如果我记得，我对她的回忆就不会那么少了。奶奶，对不起，我没能孝顺你。这句话在我的心里面隐藏了许久，有时候，我会在心里和你说话，你听到吗？你的地方没有GPS，我追踪不到你。当我考UPSR是拿全科A，我把喜讯告诉你，你还给了我奖励金。当我考PMR，SPM，甚至是大学时，我已经没能向你取奖励金了，没能向你报告喜讯了。

引用张小娴的一句话：“再美好的旅程也有歸途，再幸福的相逢，也有暫別的時候。相聚和離別，愛和恨，歡喜和失落，哭和笑這些戲碼，總是在人生中不停上演。然後有一天，我們會習慣離別，卻依然掉下不捨的熱淚。” 我們會習慣離別，卻依然掉下不捨的熱淚，我懂了。我喜欢看张小娴的微博了，她的文笔不矫揉做作，写得很真实，让我明白当中的道理。

这份遗憾在今天释放了出来，我的奶奶。请大家珍惜身边的人，我也在学习着呢！

A little boy's story

2011-07-28T08:39:00.004+08:00

It's easy to be happy, to receive happiness, if you know how to enjoy your life !
I was thinking should I quit the job as I start looking for University to pursue my degree. Yesterday, I went to my work place. The kids were sitting in the classroom waiting for me and when I came in, a girl said,"Teacher, he bought you a gift." I could see a joyous face on her and a blushing face on him. He gave me a small notebook, ANGRY BIRD notebook.
"Wow, thank you. Will it be too expansive? Where you bought it?"I sat down and he handed the notebook to me.
"No.I bought it at bookshop."He smiled without looking at my eyes.
"May I ask how much is it?"
"RM2."
"Wow."voices from both of us,the little girl and I. He bought RM3 to school and he spend RM2 for me? He is such a sweet guy. I understand why he gave it to me.
"Thank you. Can you write your name there? And date as well." I wanted to remember that day, meaningful day.
Recalling back to the first day I met him, I saw beside him, this little boy was shivering, didn't dare to say anything to me while the other two students were chit-chatting with me, non-stop.
He is a slow learner but he is a very nice boy, a very gentleman KID! The little girl always bullies him and he just dares to say,"Wey, it's my pencil." In the end, he still lets her takes his pencil.
By looking at them, I understand the kids' world now. Remember once I asked them what are their ambitions.
"Doctor!"
"Scientist!"
"...Car Technician."This little boy spoke softly. I was surprised why he wanted to become a car technician as this occupation doesn't really so-called appear in Moral Study book. The students wanted to become doctor or scientist become those terms appear in that book, ha-ha.
"Why you want to become a car technician?"I asked, curiosity drove me crazy.
"Because my father is a car technician!"He was smiling cheerfully. I could imagine a circle of light around his head. He smiled like an angel.

His smile melts my heart. Thank you for giving me a book to encourage me I should continue teaching until I leave to further my study.

婆婆的眼泪

2011-07-27T23:27:00.001+08:00

有多少人会时常想起自己的公公婆婆？在外地生活的子孙们，除了年中间见他们几次之外，有多少次回到家乡陪伴他们？老人，在这社会已经逐渐变成在家摆放的“饰品”，面对电视或佣人，终日无所事事。孩子们长大了，开始工作，为自己的事业拼搏，从早忙碌到晚，有多少人真正能拨出时间陪伴家中的老人？“妈，爸，我回来了。”这句简单的问候语或许已变成稀有的珍宝，每当孩子回来了，老人已睡了。撇开与爸妈同住的子女，有多少人在外波工作还会把爸妈带在身边？甚至有了家庭的子女，有多少人会把父母接回来一起住？相处易，同住难；这总是媳妇的推辞的理由。我的婆婆公公住在郊外，有所大房子，生活过得非常朴素，可是对他们来说，照顾孙子及与街坊谈上个家常便饭，生活就过得非常美满。舅舅们都住在国外，假期时会回来探望他们俩老，所以，我们这家人与公公婆婆接触得比较多。

“表弟，这星期六要回新加坡了。”当我起身时，妈妈告诉我的。

“什么？！”对，是有点儿惊讶，我知道他们俩兄弟迟早要回去的，只不过，没想到，小表弟先回去适应生活。

我准备了一张小卡片要送给表弟，可惜没能亲手交给他，他已经随着舅母搭巴士回到新加坡了。人就是这样，平日怎么不多找他玩呢？傍晚，妈妈开始忆起他小时的趣事，她说，走远了，少联络，就不会熟悉了。对呀，多少亲戚在国外，回到来仍有亲情绊着我们，可是，身边的朋友总会比他们更要好。婆婆拨了电话给妈妈，说要去吃海鲜。

星期六，下午，阳光异常猛烈，我暗自谩骂：该死的太阳！平日当我驾车时，晒得我变成黑炭少女。海鲜楼不在我家附近，而是在外波，需要多过30分钟的车程，爸爸驾车，我不介意！一路上，我在想，婆婆还好吗？摇摇晃晃的，我们抵达了；平日婆婆他们总会比我们先到达，这是第一次，他们还没来。

没多久，婆婆，公公和大表弟到了。“婆婆，公公。”妹妹和我礼貌地向他们打招呼。婆婆走到柜台点了食物后便坐下了。我的表弟，一个十一岁，一个八岁；八岁的已经回了新加坡，剩下这表弟等他考完初六评估考试也要回去了。哎，时间过得真快，光阴如梭，或许就是这个意思吧！

“康，弟弟回去新加坡，还习惯吗？”我的妈妈提问他。

“习惯。”他面带微笑地回答。

“有哭吗？”妈妈继续问他。

“没有。”

“有哭嘛？”这次换我发问，我知道他已经答了，可是，怎么也不死心。

“没有。”他回答时没有看着我。

菜肴一碟碟程上来，大家都开动了。

“你知道吗？源（小表弟）告诉我，嫲嫲，这么快就要回去了，我很不舍得你。”婆婆一面说，一面流眼泪，就在这餐厅内。我看着我的婆婆，蓦地，心非常痛。虽然他们顽皮时，婆婆总说：”你们回新加坡去。”可是，她心里非常不舍得他们。含辛茹苦地把孙子拉拔长大，过程中的甜酸苦辣都烙在婆婆的心，的脑里。我眉头一锁，强忍住那滴泪别留下来，继续吃我手中的螃蟹，试图平靜了我心中的波瀾。

“他还说，嫲嫲，我回的时候，你千万别哭啊！”婆婆继续说道。

“你们知道为什么吗？”一滴晶莹剔透的泪又从鱼尾纹的眼睛留下。我们都不说话，尤其是公公，我知道他也是很想念孙子，但，他只是静静地在旁聆听。

“他说，嫲嫲，要是你哭了，我也会哭的，我怕到时候我会忍不住。”婆婆的手稍微震抖，眼泪像断了线的珍珠，噼哩啪啦，流落在桌面上。婆婆今儿把我们叫来，她是伤心，是想念，需要我们支持。大家都懂，那儿的教育制度是很好，理智上，是该让孩子们在那儿深造；心理上，这就好像从自己的身上狠狠割出一块肉，心头肉，把他送走。内心的矛盾很奇妙，口头上说：“你得去”，因为婆婆免得他不肯回去；可是，内心是不断地挣扎，在这两者间徘徊，婆婆真的需要时间来好好调适自己。我示意妹妹那片纸巾给婆婆，让婆婆擦擦眼泪，自己，也忍不住留下两行泪了。谁也没有管那里是餐厅，旁人的异样眼光。张小娴说过：“最美好的愛情不也像親情嗎？親情卻也有它很像愛情的時候。人間的感情，千姿百態，也許，就像吃麻辣鍋那樣，百般滋味，卻還是可以放在一起的。” 我的亲情，在我读大学以后，变得像爱情一样了。

吃饱后，回到婆婆家，一路上，我凝望着前面的车，在想婆婆公公老了，很多时候需要子孙的关怀，作为孙女，我有尽我的能力去孝顺他们吗？婆婆总是拿着钱塞给我，握着我的手说着：拿去，婆婆有钱，你是大学生，需要用钱的。拿，拿去买些吃的。可是，有一次，我带婆婆到百货公司里添购衣物，婆婆看到一件漂亮的衣裳标价才三十令吉，她也不舍得给自己买。这让我，很惭愧，拿了婆婆这么多钱，婆婆从无怨言。

“刚才，我叫康拉着弟弟上车，别让他跑了。哎呀，我怎么忘了弟弟已经去了新加坡？”婆婆正在嘲笑着自己。听者不经心酸啊！

“为了不想这么多，我把床单换了，窗也抹了，告诉自己别想了。”婆婆笑着说，说得揪得我的心，不知该如何回答。这又让我想起张小娴的一句话：“來日漫長，小火慢煮的愛，歷久而彌新。”这形容，再贴切不过了。

其实，陪伴家人的时间很少，我已经在外地读书，回来的次数也越来越少，婆婆总会把握着机会为我煮一餐家常便饭，普通却浓味，因为它包括了爱。再美味的佳肴，如果煮的意义不在，再好吃也徒然无味。简单朴素的家庭不需要靠金钱去装饰，不需要名利去包装，因为我们要的是原汁原味的情，出自内心的情，家才和谐，才会又让人无论在多遥远的地方，都想回家的感觉。

年迈的公公婆婆让我知道了，他们老了，需要更多的关爱，你呢？你能给你的双亲，公公婆婆些什么？

*此文章纯粹表达内心的感受*

蜡笔的故事

2011-07-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

我两年没有写散文了，大家迁就点看吧。 ==lll
我需要一点意见，来更进我那几乎生锈的文笔，也就是你们所谓的Reader Response，哈哈哈。

如果你觉得我写得很怪异的话，请告诉我。〉_〈

声仪，谢谢你给我的灵感，大家一起加油吧。=)

以上。

蜡笔

并排的木桌上，摆着一盒散开的蜡笔。黑色的盒盖上显眼地印着“辉柏嘉”的标志。

桌子旁站着一个哭泣的小孩，豆子般的眼泪一颗一颗掉下，爬在他那被涂得红通通的脸蛋上。小铭稚龄地把双颊上的泪水擦掉，却连带着脸上的红色蜡笔印也擦到耳边去。看着两边脸被红色蜡笔涂鸦得一蹋糊涂的小铭，我呆立在原地，突然有点不知所措。回过神来，才发现自己该立刻动手处理，至少，先让这刺耳的哭声停止。

这些孩子又闯祸了，是我低估了这些七岁的小毛头。可是眼前这幅情景，让一个刚上任的班主任，情何以堪呢？

[老师…他…] 小铭吸一吸悬挂着的鼻涕，指着对面的小荣，抽泣着说，[是他…画…我…呜呜…]

小荣矮小的身躯却没有一丝害怕，眼睛死死盯着哭得稀里哗啦的小铭，眼眶里也带着打滚的泪珠，却始终没有掉下来。他的手上紧握着一支被磨钝的红色蜡笔。想必在我还没进班之前，小荣用蜡笔狠狠地在小铭脸颊上画圈圈，让此刻的小铭看起来像个化妆失败的小僵尸。

班上的小同学惊讶地盯着他们两个，有些眼睛瞪得老大，仿佛这比观赏吉尼斯世界纪录的现场还要精彩。我安抚了班上的同学以后，带着小僵尸，啊不对，是小铭出去洗脸。踏出课室之前，我回头看看这起闹剧的肇事者。

他低着头闪躲同学们的眼光，但他的手心里，却依然握着那支蜡笔。

很紧很紧。

***

我承认，我真的不了解这孩子。

事后，我尝试问过小荣，为什么要那样做。他只是咬着嘴唇，频频摇头。其实我并不奢望，能从他口中问出些什么，其他老师都说他口里含着金块，因为几乎不是必要，他都不会开口说话。平时在班上，他就像个若有若无的幽灵一样，总是静静地坐在角落。我以为他只是一时调皮，想要发泄而已。

第二次，又是他，又是红色蜡笔。

这一次哭的是小荣，因为我按捺不住自己，对他吼了一句，[小荣！你怎么又欺负同学！]。他的身体卷缩成一团，把头低得就快要亲吻到桌上的作业簿，像个受惊吓的刺猬一般，抗拒着所有外界的接触。他的眼泪像陨石一样，吧嗒吧嗒地坠落在他的作业簿上，沾湿了大半页。

身旁男同学的手被他用红色蜡笔胡乱地涂鸦，很多红色的蜡笔印一横一竖地躺在他的手臂上。小同学用无辜得令人怜悯的眼神看着我，很明显他并不知道，自己为什么会成为画板。我很仔细地看过这些蜡笔印，即不像字体，也不像图样。可我总觉得，这些印记像些什么。

也许小孩的世界，大人永远无法理解。

我凑近小荣，用纸巾轻轻地拭去他粉嫩的脸上挂着的泪痕，尽可能放缓我的语气。[小荣啊，]我弯下身摸摸他的头，把披散在他脸上的发丝扫开，看着他的眼睛说，[下次不许再这样了，知道吗？]

他没有点头，也没有回应，不过倒像是用力把即将掉下来的眼泪忍住了。这时候，我隐约听见他紧闭的双唇里，挤出两个字。他说得那么轻，轻得几乎没有人听见，更也许根本不想让别人听见的两个字。

妈妈。

***

第三次，还是他，还是那些红色的，纵横交错的蜡笔印。

这一次我再也忍无可忍了，既然他抿着嘴唇什么都不肯说，唯一一个了解他的方法，就是通知他的父母。那一天放学，小荣的妈妈预期出现在办公室门外。她是很朴素的一个女人，穿着不花俏的深蓝色长袖衣，扎得有点随意的马尾，加上她苍白的脸色，让她更显憔悴。

她看到我以后，没等我开口，就连连说着很抱歉，没有管教好小荣之类的话。小荣一见到妈妈，就拔腿奔到她的身后，猛拉着妈妈的袖子。当妈妈试图安抚身后的小荣时，我看见了她被拉起的衣袖下，在那比她脸色更苍白的皮肤上，有些像是被鞭打过的伤痕。妈妈挣脱了小荣的手，有点慌张地把衣袖拉下来，很快地把手放到身后。

突然，我的脑袋像是被强力冲击过一般，因为那些伤痕让我想起了某些东西。

就像是，那些七横八竖的红色蜡笔印。

真的很像。

***

我不喜欢老师，因为她问我很多问题，我不想回答。可是妈妈说要乖，要听老师的话。

小铭每次都说我矮，他跟爸爸一样讨人厌，所以我把他画得像爸爸一样。爸爸每次脸红红地回家，手里拿着一个瓶子，我都会看到妈妈哭，而且她的手上和脚上都有很多很多红色的印记。我不知道那些是什么，只觉得妈妈好像很痛，很伤心。那次我画小斌，老师就骂我，我真的不明白。

我只是，想念妈妈而已。

这是一篇很好的文章，我的朋友---嘉颖执笔的。

A 12 years old sang a song which made me shed tears

2011-07-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

2011-07-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

6yrs old kid saw my cousin's picture in my phone.

Teacher : Is she pretty ?
Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)
Teacher : You want her to be your girlfriend ?
Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)
Teacher : But she is in Singapore.
Kid : (disappointed face)

(girl) 5 yrs old kid : Hi, Ms Cheong.
Teacher : How's your day ? :)
5 yrs old kid : Today I have spelling but I get one wrong.
Teacher : Ohhh, come, sit on my lap.
Teacher : Do you love me ? If you love me, kiss my cheek.
...(she kissed me)
Teacher : Thanks! You want my kiss ?
(she nodded her head and I kissed her. After that she smiled and walked away ♥)

Teacher : Class, today teacher is not feeling well.
Student A (6 yrs old) : Teacher, I will be very obedient today !
Teacher : What did you say ?!
Student (6 yrs old) : You are sick, I cannot make noise, I will be obedient today !
Teacher : Ow.... ♥

Student A (6 yrs old) : Ms Cheong, I am not ultraman today !
Teacher : Who are you today ?
Student A : Spiderman ! (pointing his shirt)
Teachre : HaHa, all right Spiderman !

A boy was wearing Ultraman t shirt.

Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman !
boy (6 yrs old) : what ?
Teacher : faster copy down the question.
boy : ok.
Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman !
boy : Ms cheong, can you please be quite ? I need to focus and copy the question..

being a teacher.

2011-07-14T23:13:00.005+08:00

Teacher : All right class, if you finish your work, I will give you a sticker !

Students : Yeah !

Next day,

Student A : Teacher, I want to look at your sticker book !

Teacher : After class, I will let you to have a look.

Student A : Teacher, where is your sticker book ?

Teacher : After class, I will let you to have a look.

after 15 minutes,

Student was "emo-ing" ...

Teacher : Why are you not doing your homework?

Student A : Teacher, I want your sticker book.

Teacher : @#@$#$^&^%*&(*(*$#@#$$#^%&.....

NEXT !

Teacher : all right class, draw anything you want on this piece of paper !

Students : Teacher, I want to draw rabbits, rainbows, penguins .......

Teacher was helping the students to draw rainbows...

Student B : Teacher, why your rainbow, the red is at the bottom ?

Teacher : hahaha, this is an upside down rainbow ! (T.T)

Student C : Teacher, I want you to draw penguin for me.

Teacher : Can you draw it yourself ? I am teaching the others.

Student C : Teacher, I want you to draw penguin for me.

Teacher : Draw it yourself please. Quiet !

Student C : Teacher, I want you to draw penguin for me.

Teacher : .............................................................

Then,

Student D : Teacher, what are you drawing?

Teacher : Iron !

Student D : Teacher, your drawing is so ugly !

Teacher : Sorry, can you please draw it for me ?

Student E : Teacher, X says she eats shits at home !

Teacher : Don't eat !

Student E : Teacher, Y throws things at me !

Teacher : Don't throw !

Student E : Teacher, I get chocked !

Teacher : Huh ?! Come come ! Are you okay?

Student E : Teacher, I am hot !

Student E : Teacher ! Teacher ! Teacher !

Teacher : ..... (faint)

One night, teacher met a handsome student.

Teacher : Handsome boy ~

Student F : *blush* *walked away*

Teacher : Handsome boy ~

Student F : *blush*

Teacher : Hey, do you know my name ?

Student F : Don't know. *blush*

Teacher : I am Ms. Cheong.

Next day,

Student F : Ms Cheong !

Teacher : Who calls me?

Student F : Me~ *blush*

Teacher : All right, let's do your homework !

Student G : I am bored !

Teacher : Do your homework please !

Student G : I am sleepy !

Teacher : Go wash your face.

Student G : I am bored !

Teacher : ... ... ... help !

Student H : Teacher, what is frangipani ?

Teacher : uhm, a kind of flower ?!

Student H : I want to see !

Teacher went home and google search for her.

Student I : Teacher, can you please draw me a green angry bird?

Teacher : I don't know how to draw.

Student J : Student I, I am sure teacher knows how to draw blue angry bird !

Teacher : T.T ....

NExt !

Teacher : Do you like to sing ? (prepared a song for them)

Student K,L,M : NO ! NO ! NO !

Teacher : Do you want me to sing for you ?

Students : Huh? Teacher, you want to sing infront of so many people here?

Teacher : *slient*

2011-07-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

JOGGING everyday !
I am sure, I will lose weights in no time !

2011-06-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

I am satisfied of my life now. little tiny stuffs, could make me happy for whole day.

how wonderful it is, if this feeling keeps till the end. :)

Reunion

2011-06-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

such a delightful day as to meet my ex-classmates again. All have different looks but still remain their cute and funny sides.
I watched Green Lanterns with Denise and Vivien today. I was scared by Denise's high-pitch scream, not the movie. haha.

FRIENDS ! no more words can be described, further.

out of expectation

2011-06-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

now, I truly believe, we don't know what will happen in future. next second, next minute, next next days....
I always believe this will not happen, not prejudice. just feel hard to believe they would make it happen.
we cannot be too certain about something which we, how would I say it, urhm, which we just start to make a draft, but not in a real form yet. we cannot give a confirm answer: YES/NO.
definitely not.

dearest friend,
just to let you know. I support you ! :D
haha.

LOVE

2011-06-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

LOVE can be simple.
if the other person is willing to save you with his life.
can we imagine, how deep the love is ? how far that it goes?
it is just a drama, soap opera, but it made me shedding tears.
I get touched not because of the characters acted too good, it is because I understand it. IT.
with half open sleepy eyes, I am writing this blog. not too sure what am I typing on keyboards, just wanna express : what I need more in life?
everyone in each stage will have different desires, right?
is another crossroad, for us to choose.
LEFT OR RIGHT?

2011-03-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

suddenly I have the urge to blog again. it sounds like PMS, blog once a month =p.

to this world, what's the meaning of war? What will those people do when tsunami attack them in the middle of war? will they still kill each other? or help each other out ? facing the enormous wave, will they hug each other in terror without differentiate who's the enemy ? I realise that, before things happen on us, we won't make any changes.

Is money important? Last time I didn't like to recieve red pocket as my present, I rather the adults bought me something I could use. but now, as I grow up, I understand red pocket is more useful than the THINGS now, does it apply to you too ? It doesn't mean I value the money more than anything, it is just that, money has become more important as my age increases. I am always in the middle of thinking two sides, absolute sides, it is either be too bad or too good, I try to balance it, in the end, it makes me to understand, only experience, can make me learn.

LOVE? I feel that, after I graduated from high school, I learn more about love. especially love for family. environment can make people change, I believe.

To trust, to give up, to avoid, to accept, it is not hard to experience these feelings, as long as, you are living as a human with Hearts.

just crap here!
tata

volleyball

2011-03-10T08:26:00.002+08:00

hey we come, it makes me feel alive since I joined volleyball, first, I love to play this kind of sports, 2nd, I get a proper training from the people.

doing exercise twice a week at least I can persuade myself I have change to keep fit, by not just sleep and eat, STUDY as well. hahahaha...

at the beginning of those training days, I was afraid of the new people. luckily Li Ying joined the club with me, and both of us really tried to learn as much as we can.

She is a fast learner, now she already can play it quite well compared to those in my high school.
The people there are friendly as well, I start to mix with them, hmmm, actually I've fun now !
although only left one month more, I will still appreciate the days I spent in this college, and volleyball club will be one of my best college memories !

Rest in peace

2011-02-13T15:50:00.002+08:00

Din expect my 6th uncle passed away yesterday in all sudden. From Chinese New Year, we knew there's a tumor in his lungs and waiting to do the test for it, not within a week, he passed away. in the operation, losing too much blood, I was at MCD, suddenly get a call from mom, I was shocked, ANOTHER OF MY FAMILY MEMBER LEFT US. although we seldom met, but we were family. meet once a year, or more than that, at least I could greet him when we meet, but not now, it's like the recorder, repeating what had happened last few years ago, my grandpa had passed away, now his brother left us, this big family, his children and his wife, deepest sadness and sorrowfulness, kept within themselves, I can understand, I've been through, life is a routine, I am afraid the closest family members will leave me soon, although it's a natural process, I know, I know this clearly.

Hope he rest in peace, sorry uncle, I didn't get to know you very well, but I appreciate the love of the family we had. see you.

Chinese new year 2011

2011-01-29T18:17:00.006+08:00

chinese new year is just around the corner, start to countdown !! :)

every chinese new year will get to see the relatives whom I don't usually meet. chit-chat, sort of, reunion dinner.
all the process goes through every year, but it is very remarkable !

Hopefully this year will be a wonderful Chinese New Year :)

Faster

2011-01-20T08:33:00.002+08:00

I watched a new MOVIE again ! it's called FASTER. at first, the title of the movie didn't catch my eyesight until I saw the guy beside this BIG WORD, he is Dwayne Johnson, hahaha, somehow I love to watch his movies. Audrey and I went to watch it and it was very touched and cool. He took revenge for his brother to kill all of the bad guys, and one survived. There's a guy with beautiful eyes chased after him too... with all sorts of dramatic scenes you could't imagine that !

If you wanna know more about it, just go for a movie !

before that, I just went for volleyball training with Li ying, and today was quite happy cause I able to play it erm... Better than That DAY.... :)

2011-01-13T08:32:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the middle of night, I dream of so many people. my ex-classmates, friends, I even met my Grandma who passed away for few years, it's kinda happy to meet her again. I always tell myself, she came to visit me. tears are rolling in my eyes.

recently, something has changed, we are no longer "litte kids", we need to think of our future. I started to think as well. been through ups and downs, finally and hopefully it will settle down, I've been thinking for days and nights. but thanks for the friends who are always there for me.

sometimes, the connection between humans are unique I would say it in this way. at first, we were close to each other, but slowly we are not. this doesn't make us become enemy, just not that close anymore, yea, sort of. I understand single bit about this person or that person... it helps me to grow a lot. MENTALLY ! well, you guys won't agree I know.

my friends have been telling me they are so stress for form 6, well guys, let's cheer up, don't make yourself get sick, take care !!! although we are all at different places, I believe hearts has linked us together.

Capability

2010-11-09T12:32:00.004+08:00

sometimes, when you wanna do something as you wish, ain't easy.
sometimes, we do need to bend our body to fate.
capability , this word becomes an important term in my life suddenly.
capability to do it, it really tests on your strength, not only that, it does include the people around you, to assist you for that.
Money ? Does money have something to do with your capability ?
for this current world, YES.
everyone knows money can't buy everything,
but money does can assist you to succeed, even in LIFE.
well,
there are other factors too, I, too lazy to list out all.

Passed by few cities, I stopped at this.
this is a student city, I called it as.
Every night,
as late as it better is,
girls and guys wearing fancy clothes,
holding cigarettes in their fingers,
playing around,
the smokes released from their noses,
inhaled by the trespassers,
or,
followed the movement of wind,
vanished in the air.
yea, I hate that seriously.
They may smoke at the streets,
infront of collage,
in pub,
snooker shops,
with a bottle of Heineken/Tiger Beer etc,
that's what they called Night life.

relate back to capability,
some rich kids just getting spoil,
spoil brats,
with the branded car they drive,
branded clothes they put on,
coming to this city ain't for study,
yea, study technically,
enjoying life instead.
I feel pity for their parents somehow,
although it is non of my business,
but thinking of others trying so hard to study,
to get scholarship,
they called them NERDS,
isn't showing the world is a bit unfair?
again,
we have to bend our body to FATE.

it's not trying to be a pessimist,
but it reflects the current world now.
the rich getting richer,
the poor getting poorer,
I read this extract from an article.

Capability needs some lucks to assist it, too.
I agree.

2010-10-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

this is the first holiday I din go to meet my friends at all, just families. well, I am busy everyday too, with study, and hang out with cousins.

get a lot of presents this time, when I open my wardrobe, I saw new clothes !!! from different relatives. they came back from all over the places, got me a shirt, jacket, etc. thank you so much. packing my luggage now, really need to think what should I bring back to my place.

there are so many things to do~

arghhhhhhhhhhh.........

can't wait to finish the exam, spend my time reading the books I like !! :)

that's all.

cheers

AS first day

2010-10-11T17:10:00.002+08:00

first day of AS, why am I so relaxing now ? Just finished the "heavy" paper. finally can gasp for air a while...

it's quite easy, hope I din miss out everything, and hope my hardwork does really pay off :)

my college peeps just sent me many messages for the wishes !! thanks guys !! LOVE YOU

Shopping Spree

2010-09-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

phew, finally finish my MOCK exam !!! I don't think I will get good results this time, it is so tough !! :( argghhhhhh !!!!!! especially my stats and maths papers !!!! kill me !!!
yesterday after finished exam, we went to TIME SQUARE to wander around, some girls did buy some clothes but Audrey and I just walked around looking for FOOD ~~!!! :)
after spending more than 4 hours there, some people already went back home, left Li ying, Shiow chi, Audrey, Hanley and I walking to the next destination-sungei wang ! it was not as crowded as time square, but my feet were so pain after walking whole day....
the worst part was taking KTM back to Subang, it's so tiring...we were like sardines in between the bread(people).. hard to grasp for fresh air. We went to Subang parade and Carrefour, to have our dinner and bought some books there !!! We went to 5 shopping malls in a day !! BREAK MY RECORD !! yeeepeee !!!!
today, shiow chi and i went to sunway pyramid, we just walked around to burn fats, in the end, ended up in popular, I sat on the floor reading books, which the kids would normally do !!! hahaa... lunch time, we went to Papa's John and the pizza I ordered was costly and small like ....as if it just a piece of bread !!! :(

now, just let me relax for a day, and fight again for AS ! :)

PhoTo EdiT

2010-08-22T13:46:00.003+08:00

*Janice* Myself :)

*WooI LuN*

*Jo Yee*

*ShioW ChI*

*DeNisE*

*AuDreY*

*Ton Ton*

The photos which are edited by me, just for fun !! :)

test with the way how you sleep...

2010-08-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

Dead BorEd

2010-08-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happened to me this week, kinda have mood swing this whole week ! even I have tears rolling when I woke up, because of a dream, that was too funny, deep down, is there something hidden in my heart? that I couldn't find a place to release it. something unsolved, think too much...
1st, is about my study, suddenly feel like no mood to listen what lecturers teach this week, I am not paying attention this whole week.. feel sleepy, but at night I couldn't sleep well..
something pop out from my mind is : Hormone Change. since this year, whenever I have tension, I will go through all types of symptoms ...but I don't know how to handle it.
2nd, guys. this doesn't bother me much, but I was asked again the same question. at first, I set my mind that I wanna focus on study... but after sometimes, when I look at my friends enjoying their love life, whenever they are in trouble, the guy will be the first to help them. Sometimes girls like me do really need this kind of feeling, feel safe ! I also hope I will have one, however reality kills me...I heard the couple quarrel, the girl cried, all these things, I experienced before. it's like ArGh ! too troublesome, yes, it's so true.. I hate facing this part, quarrel will definitely affect the study.
The guy wishes to hold me back, that's what he told me..I just can say sorry. although it did make me recall back all those sweet days, sorry, not now..
even back together, I will break one day.
my mind changed.
not that immature anymore.
I know how I want my future goes before getting into a REAL relationship.
So, all those flower, soap opera thinking for LOVE needs not appear in my dream again.
It's very contradicting. I am 18, still hope for getting into a romantic love like other college students have..waiting for the right guy.
the other hand, I know it doesn't last long, I will leave this place to pursue my study elsewhere, strive for future...
I go alone, not with friends that are by my side now or parents.
The path I choose, I face it myself...
Long love distance, I saw the example. within half year, broke up. It doesn't work well for our age now.

Although I told friends about these, there are still something lock inside my heart.. is it all this while.. I make the problems "condensed" in my heart too long... until it gonna explode? I don't know...

I kinda like lost myself somehow....
trying to get back into one piece.
just wish to continue be a happy girl...

2010-08-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

1.当你过了二十岁的生日以后，请记得学会化妆。这里所谓的化妆并不是要你化的多么浓妆艳抹。是要给自己与他人一个好的精神状态。二十岁以前不化妆叫清纯，可爱。二十岁以后化妆是对别人的尊重，二十二岁以后化妆是对自己的尊重。我想，如果一个连自己面部都打理不好的女人，如何能让别人对自己产生好感呢？

2.任何情况下，请让自己的情绪尽量处于平和的状态。哪怕一件事情让你很抓狂，但你需要平静的分析，做出最好的应对措施。没有任何人能够容忍一个暴戾的，不能控制自己脾气女人。

3.不要在人多或者有陌生人的地方说脏话。一个女人，出口成脏，并不会显得豪放，只会让别人觉得你没有教养。如果出口成脏，你的朋友与男友是羞于带你出门的。

4.不要像个泼妇一样在大街上与人争吵。试问，如果你在街上看到一个衣着光鲜，明眸皓齿的女子与别人在大街上指着别人的鼻子与人争吵，你会是什么感觉？

5. 学会尊重。有的女性看到酒店的服务员，陪酒的小姐，出卖肉体的女孩会嘲笑并厌恶别人，觉得自己比她们高人一等。但是，请你想想，无论她们出卖任何东西，她们都是凭自己的努力去赚钱。可能她们出卖青春，出卖身体，但有一点你要相信，她们的钱是通过自己挣来的。她们没有偷，没有抢。

6.学会宽容。原谅那些伤害过你的人，是他们的伤害让你成长成熟。仇恨是一把双刃剑，刺伤别人，也会伤到自己。真正的报复是漠视和原谅伤害你的人，你的漠视与原谅会让他们觉得自己很渺小。

7.相信地久天长的爱情是存在的。或许你经历了男友的背叛，但请你相信，背叛你的人曾经也真诚的爱过，但他爱的那个人可能不是你。所以，请始终对爱情抱着积极的态度，这样容易得到幸福。

8.不要轻易抽男人耳光。除非他真的是卑鄙无耻下流。男人最在乎的是面子，你可以打的他满地找牙，但不要轻易打他的脸。打他的脸跟说他性功能不行有一样的效果。

9.我认为，一个女人一生最宝贵的财富不是拥有多大的权力，多高的地位，多少的金钱，而是在时间与经历的历练下，磨炼出良好的修养与气度。

10.学会做饭。我想这一点很多女孩会不屑，现在还要做饭吗？去外面多方便。但请你相信我，没有一个男人愿意找一个连面条都不会煮的女孩。即使偶尔犒赏自己，也应该跟妈妈学几道家常菜。

11.记得妈妈与爸爸的生日，还有自己的。在这三个日子里，请你回家陪伴他们，给他们做一餐饭，陪他们聊聊天。因为是他们把你带到这个世界上。尤其是你的生日，那是妈妈的受难日。

12.坚持有一份自己的工作。无论你的家庭与男友，老公多富有，但还是要工作。首先，你不会与这个社会发展脱轨，其次也会有一个自己的朋友圈，更重要的是，当你与提供你物质生活的人分开后，你还能够养活自己。

13.要有一个信念。这点很重要，信念是伴随一生的，有了一个信念，你便有了一个生活的目标。

14.对感情要认真，对爱情要忠贞。我们难免会被别人追求，当别人追求你，而你并不想与之交往的时候，请你明确的告诉他。不要玩暧昧，暧昧会伤害一颗有爱的心。对待爱情，要忠贞，相爱的时日里，请忠于对方，不爱的时候要果断的提出来，这样会省去很多不必要的纠缠与伤害。

15. 忍让并尊敬你丈夫的母亲。如果你结婚了，与婆婆的关系处理的不好，请你尽量的忍让。并且不要对爱人数落他母亲的不对。你要知道，是你的婆婆把你的爱人带到这个世界上，是这个女人耗尽了青春与心力抚养教育了你的爱人。你一纸婚书就让这个男人跟随了你，请你想想那个生他养他的女人的感受。

16.学会保护自己。在自己随身携带的包里放一只安全套。这个社会每天都有女性受到性侵害，如果你不幸遇到了这样的事，又没有办法求救，那么，安全套会让罪犯对你的伤害减少，至少不会意外怀孕或者得传染病。

17.尽量少喝酒，少抽烟。现在女人喝酒抽烟不是什么大事，但对自己的身体健康不好，尤其是对以后的宝宝不好。如果你准备要宝宝，请提前一年戒烟戒酒。

18.控制眼泪。女人是水做的，所以眼泪就成了女人的专利。但我想说，不要让你的眼泪泛滥，尤其是在工作上，会让上司与同事认为你太脆弱，不能委以重任。其次，太多的眼泪招人烦。记住，眼泪解决不了任何问题。

19.每天让自己有一段时间阅读。无论是报纸，杂志，新闻，小说，请每天至少有半个小时去做。这样可以提升自己的学识。没有人喜欢一个金玉其外，败絮其中，胸无点墨的女人。

20.做个聪明的女人。聪明不是说让你算计谁，而是能够看清别人的阴谋，而你可以不动声色的化解危机。包括爱人的出轨，同事的算计。

21.学会微笑。我们会有很多烦心的事情缠绕，但，请在出门后保持优雅的微笑，你的微笑会让更多的人快乐，也会淡化你的烦恼。更重要的是，隐藏了自己的弱点，让对你心有不轨的人没有偷袭你的机会。

22.信守承诺。当你答应别人一件事情后，请尽自己的能力做好。如果你没有能力做到，那就不要轻易许诺，否则，别人会越来越不信任你。

23.坚持自己的原则。当别人触到你忍耐的底线的时候，请你大声的说"不"。一个有原则的女人不会让别人觉得不近人情，反而会让别人佩服。

24.克制自己的欲望。包括寂寞时身体的欲望。人的欲望是可怕的，你不加以克制会让自己陷的更深。尤其是情欲，放纵自己的情欲会让别人觉得你滥情并且会骂你是烂货。

25.学会珍惜和感恩。一个懂得珍惜的女人必定是个快乐的人，珍惜每一份情谊，爱情，友情，亲情，这样，内心会是温暖的。懂得感恩的女人是善良的，能够记住对自己有恩，帮助自己的人，会用更多的爱去爱和保护身边的人。

26.学会放手。当你爱的人不爱你了，请放手，并祝他幸福。不要寻死觅活的纠缠，这样只会加深他对你的绝情。更丢失了一个女人的自尊。优雅的离去，会让他在多年以后怀念你们曾经的美好时光。

27.保持自我。女人一但恋爱，就把自己丢失了，为了他改变自己。孰不知，他爱的就是初遇你的样子。一些不好的习惯可以改，但不能盲目的把以前的自己全盘否定。

28.认识自己的错误，然后诚恳道歉。无论是与朋友，家人，爱人相处，如果你错了，请道歉。不要让别人牵就你，一句对不起会让别人觉得你更懂事。

29.选择一个爱好。这个爱好必须是健康的，它可以在你闲暇时，无聊时，郁闷时为你排解情绪，也会让别人觉得你有一个特殊的才艺。

30. 自尊，自爱，自强。老调重谈，也是最最重要的。做到这三点，说实话，很难。因为女人可能因为感情而将这三点抛下，或者将其中的一些抛下。但这三点，对于一个女人来说，是社会与他人对自己肯定的决定性筹码。没有这三点，女人将是随波的浮萍，男人的玩物，别人嘲笑的对象。所以，请所有女孩，女子，女人牢记，一定要自尊，自爱，自强。

以上三十点只是我个人在生活中的体会。我也一直在让自己做一个尽量不让别人讨厌的人。我们不可能让所有人都喜欢我们，但我们尽量不让别人讨厌。能做到不让别人讨厌，已经是一件很不容易的事了。所以，所有的女孩，女子，女人，让我们一起加油吧。

你们有什么好的建议与经验请留言。让我们一起学习。

Best friends

2010-08-19T21:14:00.001+08:00

1.好朋友就是经常叫你“去死吧”的那些人……
2.好朋友就是老是说你有病叫你看医生的那些人……
3.好朋友就是抓住你的一个缺点说上半天的那些人……
5.好朋友就是在你面前肆无忌惮地说很难听的话的那些人……
7.好朋友就是说要拉大队去你学校把你吃穷的那些人……
8.好朋友就是看着自己玩的很开心在旁边不参与也会觉得很开心的那些人……
9.好朋友就是会教你怎么走路小心，过马路看车的那些人……
10.好朋友就是你考完试还晕乎乎的时候在你出现在你面前嘻嘻哈哈，还说你不要怕，吸取经验，明年再考过的那些人……
11.好朋友就是跟你一起不分轻重可是对你父母毕恭毕敬的那些人……
12.好朋友是平时恶型恶相，却在你遇到难事时语重心长地开导你的那些人……
13.好朋友就是那些无论原本是忧郁，沉默或是乐观向上，在一起总是嬉闹声一片的那群人……
14.好朋友是你想起嘴角上扬的那些人……
15.好朋友是时间和距离都无法从你脑海，心中带走的人……
16.好朋友就是听到你说了一句错话笑闹半天还要罗嗦上一段时间的那些人……
17。好朋友就是不经常联系，但你还忘不掉的那个人！
18。好朋友就是俩个人在一起，你不用担心会说什么错话。做错什么事的那个人！
19.好朋友是你会突然想念的那个人！
20.好朋友是无论谁湛诳诃一点便宜都不会计较的那个人！
21.好朋友就是和你同甘共苦。不会出卖你的那个人！
22.好朋友就是什么事都会和你分享的那个人。
23.好朋友就是好久没见，在一起时还会和你套心窝子说话，就像昨天刚在一起吃过饭的那个人！
24.好朋友就是和他在一起时你是最真实的你的那个人。
25.好朋友就是很久没联系，见面也不会尴尬的那个人。
26.好朋友就是无论你做了什么傻事。都会给你支持和信任的那个人。
27.好朋友就是……无论他做了什么，你也觉得他是你好朋友的人！
28.好朋友就是半夜三更会和你一起纠结要不要睡觉的那个人。
29.好朋友就是在你面前会变得啰嗦，你会笑着说他像你妈的那个人。
30.好朋友就是无聊时喜欢凑在一堆一起做无聊的傻事的那些人。
31.好朋友就是会和你在大街上丢脸会拽着你的手狂奔的那个人。
32.好朋友就是会跟你在无意间对视之后再跟你一块放声狂笑的那个人。
33.好朋友就是你会因为他的一句话而充满勇气与信心的那个人。
34.好朋友就是彼此之间喜欢恶作剧并且在恶作剧成功之后两人都笑得很开心！

15种越吃越瘦的东东

2010-08-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

15种越吃越瘦的东东

1. 紫菜-除了含有丰富的维他命a、b1及b2，最重要的就是它蕴含丰富纤维素及矿物质，可以帮助排走身体内之废物及积聚的水分，从而收瘦腿之效。

2. 芝麻 -芝麻它的「亚麻仁油酸」可以去除附在血管内的胆固醇，令新陈代谢更好，减肥收腿就轻松得多。

3. 香蕉-香蕉虽然卡路里很高，但脂肪却很低，而且含有丰富钾，又饱肚又低脂，可减少脂肪在下身积聚，是减肥时候的理想食品

4. 苹果-含独有的苹果酸，可以加速代谢，减少下身的脂肪，而且它含的钙量比其他水果丰富，可减少令人下身水肿的盐分。

5. 红豆 -所含的石碱酸成分可以增加大肠的蠕动，促进排尿及减少便秘，从而清除下身脂肪。

6. 木瓜 -它有独特的蛋白分解酵素，可以清除因吃肉类而积聚在下身的脂肪，而且木瓜肉所含的果胶更是优良的洗肠剂，可减少废物在下身积聚。

7. 西瓜 -它是生果中的利尿专家，多吃可减少留在身体中的多余水分，而且本身的糖分也，多吃也不会致肥。

8. 蛋内的维他命b2有助去除脂肪，除此之外，它蕴含的菸碱酸及维他命b1可以去除下半身的肥肉。

9. 西柚 -柚大家早早便知西柚卡路里极低，多吃也不会肥，但原来它亦含丰富钾质，有助减少下半身的脂肪和水分积聚。

10. 蒟蒻 -完全不含脂肪又美味，说到底也是减肥必食之物，原来它的丰富植物纤维更可以使下身的淋巴畅通，防止腿部肿得松泡泡。

11. 菠菜-因为它可以促进血液循环，这样就可以令距离心脏最远的一双腿都吸收到足够养分，平衡新陈代谢，排毒瘦腿就话咁易。

12. 西芹 -一方面含有大量的钙质，可以补「脚骨力」，另一方面亦含有钾，可减少下半身的水分积聚。

13. 花生 -含有极丰富的维他命b2和菸碱酸，一方面带来优质蛋白质，长肉不长脂，其次亦可以消下身脂肪肥肉。

14. 奇异果 -除了维他命c是它的强项外，原来其纤维亦十分丰富，可以增加分解脂肪的速度，避免腿部积聚过多的脂肪。

15. 番茄 -吃新鲜的番茄可以利尿及去除腿部疲惫，减少水肿的问题，如果是生吃的话，效果就更好

2010-08-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

Today, as usual, we have so much fun in college ! especially when Li ying taught us how to dance belly dance... Louis was the only guy in class, and he turned his head not looking us.. haha.. of course we didn't want him to see that too ! He asked why everytime we have girls' talk, he is the only guy there, make him so embarrassing ...well, it's ok, we treat you as girl as well :)

*Louis*

*Li ying*

Besides busy preparing for MOCK, we also will have our own leisure time ! to chit-chat.. always play around... come to think of this, my 18-year-old life is kinda colourful.. ! instead of hanging out with those only focus on studies, I mix with all friends who are hilarious, make jokes around, serious when study, funny when relax !!!

*Shiow Chi**Audrey*

Audrey and Shiow Chi always spend time with me, we are like "sampat" gang.. haha.. go anywhere will laugh as much as we can, "gossips" girls !! :)

hmmm, nothing much about today, I just felt I am so tired ! able to sleep at LEVEL 8 Office, omg !!! just lied on the table and fall asleep, so did Louis.
perhaps I slept at 2 am yesterday, but I already drank one glass of Chicken Essence... !! It's not working !!

my lecturer said I should give a try of the Uni that I wanna apply...
It gives me confidence !!

SharinG

2010-08-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

it seems like for ages I din express my feelings here.
suddenly have the mood, so here I am...
been in college for several months, seriously, I have experienced tonnes of things that I never had out of my life before ! high school girl like others. but living by myself, completely different, not controlled by anyone-parents, but I have to decide what I should do or should not. it's really challenging, as people say we study outside might become a spoilt child or something even worse. so far, I think I am still all right, but just getting more independence. learn how to take care myself, last time I always get sick after studying here, after sometimes, I used to it..although I am sick now.lol...
my friends, mostly are couple up ! at 1st I will still miss the moment being into relationship, being care, etc, but after sometimes, I think I don't need a boyfriend now, I have friends and freedom, with a boyfriend, it's just like i need to care about his feelings, and not really can enjoy my single life ! boyfriend ?! why so rush ?!! it isn't something I want !!! I finally get this into my mind !!! however, sometimes still will have crush on others, but it's not a big deal what... ~
studying college I know many friends and I was so scare I couldn't enjoy my life here compared to high school time...but it turns out well ! everyday I laugh like crazy fellow...although will go through some tough time too !!!
I look around, people start to work hard for MOCK or some don't really show this infront of us, but they are preparing for it too... it makes me feel scared too.. I keep telling myself I need to complete this and that but in the end, can't complete it at all... my determination not that strong, you know ? I feel sad for this !!!!
i cannot hold a book and sit for whole day which I would really try to do for so many years !!! I just relax and read a while and relax again, just like now !!!
is there any better way to improve myself??
I wonder.

13th - Friday

2010-08-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

13th - Friday, supposed it's a bad day for everyone... but for me , it's a lucky day ! suddenly my friend bet with me by wearing the look-like-clown costume, and I accepted it ! in the end, he suddenly asked me to choose the dress i like...
and I chose it... !! hahaha..
now think about it, it seems I have dream about this before, I mean I dreamed I received a present suddenly... now i really feel that I can foresee something sometimes, it just weird, doesn't make sense.. I dreamed I heard the conversation of somebody and it really happened after few months, exactly the same !! what do we call it ?!!!?!
I really don't know. I told my mom about this, she thought I was crazy and said it was a bad sign if it were REAL ...
well, still have few more weeks to MOCK, really scare and tried to put efforts into my studies because everyone wishes to get into the best uni, I hope so, with scholarship !
everyone, LET's FIGHT ~!!!

splendid weekend

2010-08-08T16:25:00.006+08:00

it was a splendid weekend ! everytime I go back to Ipoh, there will be some union thingy for me ! 1st, I went to Sam tet to meet Jo yee and Wooi Lun. we have lunch together chit-chat, captured many many pictures in the mall, infront of the people ... some people were looking at us, like 2 big girls and one big boy self-capture in the center of the mall.. but who cares? hahaha.
after that, Wooi Lun fetch me home. three of us bet that we need to lose weight ..at least 2kg, if not we need to hang a cardboard or anything written: I am a fat pig ...and walk around the shopping mall.. lol.. It really makes me have the effort to do so.
After that, I have dinner with my grandparents and cousins ... to eat the famous crab with noodles. Now I really realise that Ipoh has so many delicious food ! Yummy yummy...

The next day, I went out with my aunties and cousins, eat again.. it just like all families reunions... love it so much.. nothing much to write.. just feeling blessed ... I am born in this family ~~!!!

:)
i really miss my highschool friends ! when can we meet again? :)
last year, we met everyday, now ...not even more than 10 times per year..

2010-08-02T19:24:00.002+08:00

I've been struggling all these days.. until migraine, headscalps....
first, really enjoyed spending time in KL. I took ktm by myself all the way up to kl central and waiting for my cousin to pick me up.
the first thing he said to me was, " hey, you are fat!" ..ookay.. I know I have put on lots of weights... since I came to kl... SO WHAT >?!>! so TERRIBLE !!! trying to reduce times of taking meal.. I tried and tried... really seriously..hopefully I can reduce at least 2 kg ... Please... ! T.T

I played with the kids who are abandoned by their parents, I looked at them, so cute, so naive... how can their parents don't want them? at that moment, I feel I am so grateful that I am born in a warm, "completed" family. I would like to post some pictures here, but too sorry, I'm at outside now, the pendrive isn't with me, if not can really share the pictures with you all...

appreciate what you have, that's what I learn last weekend ! :)

2010-07-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

another tiring day !!! after moving all the things and cleaning the room, feel so tired and relieve... !
a month away to MOCK exam, honestly, I don't know where should I start reading. I keep telling myself I need to study, in the end, the progress of my study is super slow...
the area I live is so hectic and at night can see so many people loitering. It gives me another night scene of KL.
louis, hanley, shiow chi dyed their hair today and skipped the MPW class, but in the end, not much changes also. haha, they still need to dye it at least twice.
today, it's the longest hours I spent in library, and I feeling great !!! :)
that's all for today !! :)
tata ~

lookin' forward

2010-07-24T11:32:00.002+08:00

Looking forward to stay with Shiow Chi, I bet she will be feeling terrible to stay with me ! haha !
first, I plan to sing K in our own room sometimes... hahaha...
since we still have 7 weeks away to have TRIAL, I plan to go library everyday until late night, perhaps audrey and she won't be following me...
although the room is small but as long as with the friend you like, the ambiance will be totally different...
so really looking forward to the new life ! :)

Inception

2010-07-21T19:16:00.004+08:00

INCEPTION ? at first, I thought by looking at the poster of it, must be damn BORING .. but after my friends said people recommended us to watch that, I gave it a try.
instead, it's awesome and hardly can understand. dream with 3 layers?

I guess it gave Hanley some inspiration of becoming an architect ? :)
If we really live in dream, would you like it ? we can create whatever we want inside the dream, that also reflects in reality, this world, many people wish to escape from it and achieve what they strive for !
this is my 1st movie with Hanley, Ryan, Li Ying, Louis and Siau Lin. now I recall back, normally I watch movie with Audrey and Shiow Chi only ?! hahaha...
we have our lunch at papa john, my 1st time there, quite tasty. :)
really need to put in effort to study ! wanna get rid of my laziness !!
stop here, bye :)

BOYS, Feelings?!

2010-07-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

recently, deeply think that I have this kind of weird feelings or thoughts.
When I think of I wanna have a boyfriend, or when I like a guy, 1st comes into my mind is I can couple up with this guy, but I also think that when will we break up ?!
means like in my mind, there's no future, no further future, or is it I don't believe "forever" ?
I have thought about this lots of times, perhaps I am still too young to have a boyfriend, that's why ?!!!
but if this continues, it doesn't bring any benefits for me...
means I am not seeking for love in life, but love in short terms. that sounds bad for me....

Letter fir future boyfriend

2010-07-17T11:13:00.001+08:00

给未来男友的信：

“未来男朋友你好，你是我的爱人，所以你应该知道什么事情是我喜欢的，什么东西是我不喜欢的。我不是一个霸道的人，我的要求很简单，你一定能做到的...好好看看下面的内容吧！

我只要你的世界里有我的存在，却不会干涉你的自由，只是我不喜欢什么事情都是我最后一个知道的，潇洒不等于没交待，我要的只是你要去哪里给我个通知...就算不能给我个通知，也在事后告诉我，别让我从你或我的朋友的口中得知那些消息...这样的感受，换做是你，也不能接受吧？

我要你懂得关心我，但不是每天call我，说想我爱我，是要你用你的心细细观察我到底要的是什么...男人都是粗枝大叶的，我明白，我不会怪你，只要一万次的试探中,你能发现一次，好好关心我一次，就能抵消那九千九百九十九次的粗心了...

我希望你不要时不时说起她，她是过去式了，现在你是我的了，要嘛你就好好爱我，要是你还老是想着她，那就别浪费你我的时间，去找她吧。就算我现在伤，总好过两个人相处的日子都在伤，我是你女朋友，这样的要求不过份吧？

你可以去找别的女生，不用经过我的同意，因为我知道我一定不会答应的，就算答应也只是勉强答应...而你也不会因为我的否定而不和她出门的，我了解，所以我不怪你，但记得手脚干净些，别让我从别人的口中听见。

我要的不是走得最快的那个人，我要的是能和我一起走到最后的人...上面的条件谁都能做到，但不是谁都能坚持...”

每个人在恋爱前总会设下一些标准，
但这些标准却都难以实现，
因为爱情不是附带条件的买卖，
当你爱上一个人时，
就算他没做到以上条件时，
你也还是一样爱你他的...

或许会觉得，
如果他能达到这些条件时，
或许你会更加爱他吧？

如果他都达到了你设下的标准后，

他还是他吗？

他还是你爱的他吗？

爱情可以很简单也可以很复杂，关键是在于你把爱情简单化还是复杂化...

2010-07-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

just another random blog !! I am feeling hungry again after eating mamak with audrey and her sis and chee wai.. all crap here and there, that's what I need after class, be fun ! but sometimes I will suddenly get down when I cannot concentrate in class. I find guilty if I din pay attention to teachers, as my parents paying so much money and I have my own targets ... I don't want just sit there and doing nothing.. but I also wanna join my friends to chit chat with them...just like it's very contradicting and feel so wrong, however, I decide when study I will be serious in study, when play I will be very playful.. hope you guys won't get angry when I suddenly walk away to sit infront cause I wanna focus in class. study 100% is impossible for me, but I learn how to make time arrangement....again, don't ignore me if I become very serious....

friends, all are about to break up !? break up season that's what we called... seeing..friends crying, headache, relief after going through all sorts of break up thingy... seriously... I find I DON'T NEED A BOYFRIEND...just like.. I am so much enjoying single life.. I can do whatever I want, be with who, go to where, all under my control.. not being locked up in a cage, to do what is told to do....
my love view has changed since I study in college. means I won't stop closing with guys because I have a BOyfriend ! such as... won't talk to guys much ? that's sounds so ridiculous for me now. social life is essential !! I hate guys being over sensitive, until get jealous...and come to arguments again? wasting time and energy...

nothing much here, my parents place a TV in my room ~ haha..so happy.. can't wAIT TO go back to my home... :)

Invade a boy's school

2010-07-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

Invade a boy's school today !

haha, I borrow clothes from my friends and followed them into the school, only the form 6 has female students... I was so luckily that I didn't get caught by discipline teacher who was just a few steps infront of me.. PHEW ~
then, today the form 6 have their sports competition such as badminton, basketball and netball...
My friend brought me into the library, the hall and canteen... so far only those recognized me started calling my name...and they were so surprised of my appearance there... hahaha...
it's a nice day though ! :)

Connect again !

2010-06-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time, 3 of us din chat...
tonight we on Skype again. haha.
so it's true that if they are your best friends, no matter where we are, we still remain the same...
we are talking all sorts of things, so once in a while we need to update each other the latest news as it's the way to maintain the friendship too.
:)
good luck guys !
see you in DECEMBER ~

it's been another week :)

2010-06-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

it's been another week of my holiday !!
charge the battery and prepare for the next semester to begin... Wow.. ! how nervous I am because tomorrow evening I will know whether I can to maintain my scholarship...

today, suddenly I am interested in the flowers...
My skill isn't good but.. it still shows, the flower is beautiful, right ? :)

the roses that I found in the garden...
*I know I gain weight (alot) but still take a picture here ...hahaaaa...

really need to spend my holiday wisely ... watch tv and read my storybooks that I din touch for ages !!!

How do my collegemates spend their holidays ? most of them say that it's too long and boring ?! hahaha...

see you guys in JULY !!!

picture paints a thousand words

2010-06-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

sometimes, picture tells everything, I wish to capture more pictures to show what I really wanna express my feelings here.

SAD !

2010-06-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

aiya ! why my friends don't tell me what have happened to them ? is it I am not the kind of friend that is worth telling ? it's happened lots of times but I really wish to know why ? unless I go to find them first and ask them what happen to them only they spill out all the things and let me know ?
hello ! I'm still here, can share problems with me eventhough I am busy ...
once we're friends, we are friends forever unless something negatively happened. I will always be there to care and love you ! :)

Amazing days

2010-06-22T20:27:00.006+08:00

You don't know how amazing my days have been ! hahaha... it's so cool !
my relatives came back from Canada...
We went shopping to buy clothes, went back to my popo's house to have dinner ~
and have little chit-chat ! haha..

after they left, I went to meet my friends, I went to "kacau" their schools... hahahaha...
It's Richard's farewell... well , I enjoyed it so much, we chat and sang K in Parade..
well, all the friends beside studying form6, they fly to other places to study which means we won't meet much after high-school time...
so, I really appreciate the time we being together !

suddenly, I feel I'm blessed, because I have warm and sweet families and lovely friends !
love you guys !!! :)

Exam is over !

2010-06-18T11:59:00.005+08:00

my final exam finally finished, hooray ! but the results, eerrrrr... just temporary forget about it ! hahahaha...

now is packing all the things, thinking how should I spend my holiday !

Yesterday night, my friends and I were watching football competition, WORLD CUP, we totally forgot the exam, hahaha... Argentina v Korea Republic, Louis lost to me !!!! yeahhhhhhhhhh !!! hahahahahahahahaha.....*they so "gan jeoung" about the match
*this one, wanted to tell the whole world about the match (mobile)
*these two so sad about the match, especially LOUIS !!!

*SERIOUS TALK !

Before that,
*all busy studying
*headache !

*BURST !!!

yesterday, Shiow chi and I cooked spaghetti for my friends. and we really have an enjoyable night, laughter in the house...
cooking the spaghetti half way, we accidentally broke the chopsticks into two !!! hahahahaha

That's all !! :)

updates

2010-06-04T19:44:00.004+08:00

Updates

Days after days, it has been one semester already. I feel like, so FAST ! maybe I enjoy studying here? yea, it is. but when I was alone, I started thinking all those unwanted stuffs. Think about how I managed to live in KL by myself all this while ?! Did I ever regret of my decision ? Comin' here without any friends, although there are relatives here but impossible everyday they gonna be with me, so I still need to suit myself in this new environment. If give me a chance again, will I make the same decision ? probably not ?! but because I want to study the subjects I want, I chose to come here, to accept the new environment, to learn all the things by myself. I stay away from home, which I miss so much, my parents have their "new" life without me, hahaha, become more sedentary, relax, but they always call me and hope I will be home once I'm free. My daddy always arranges transports for me, hahaha...
perhaps, after staying outside by myself, I realize that home always the best, that give you support. eventhough mom always cooks the same thing but now for me it tastes the best. that's what I learn today !

about friends, so far, friendship has a lot of changes, at first may get closer to someone but now already fading away(friendship). Some getting closer.
i start to laugh loudly after 2 months here, before that, just smile, now is big laugh. because I know a group of friends who know how to being crazy with me, gossips, play, chats...
all enlighten my life. i know I must keep going, to achieve my target !

Next, I am so dark now !! who says college girls will be fair compared to high school ?!!!! ahhhhhhh...even gain weight !! yeesh !!!!!!!! ok, skip this topic, nothing much about it !

I find that many people are in love currently, all started to have boyfriend and girlfriend, love in the air ?! hahaha....

some friends, busy with their life and slowly forget their "original" friends ! HELLO, I am here, OKAY ?!!!
don't tell me you guys will find me after 5 years !
now just graduated not even a year !!!
all busy with their life !
damn SAD ! :(

Final exam is around the corner, I start to feel panic ! urgh !
after that,I will have my semester break ! planning what to do for that time !
1st, watch all my anime ! I brought them here but din watch at all !!! T.T

anyway, just busy with life, and different kind of life, what i am thinking is, it's away from home, many years will it be, not like childhood time anymore, can stay by parents side every day and night, so, appreciate your parents more ! :)

speechless

2010-05-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

don't know how to smile.
don't know how to cry.
don't know what to do..
hahaha.....................

Love Story

2010-05-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

有一个女孩名叫茜，在她还没有出生的时候她的爸爸就已经

去世了，她和妈妈、姥姥、还有继父生活在一起，可是姥姥和继父都不喜欢她。于是，在她上高中时妈妈给她送进了一所私立学校。私立学校都是有钱人家的孩子，在这一群富家子弟中，茜显得是那样的另类，她每个月的生活费只有123.5，这些钱只够她一个月吃饭的花销，所以，她每天都等同学吃过饭后，躲在一个角落里吃馒头和咸菜。但女孩从就要强的性格让她在学习方面很突出，她每一次考试都是全年级的第一名，许多有钱人的家长都希望她能给自己的孩子补课，但是，她看不惯有钱人家孩子的样儿，所以，都被她拒绝了。

没多久，班级里一个名叫巩的男孩对茜说：“你帮我补补课吧？” 茜不屑的笑笑，说：“我为什么给你补课？”巩理直气壮的说：“因为我成绩差！”这句话使茜多看了他一眼，就是这么一眼让茜觉得巩与众不同，因为巩和别的有钱人家的孩子不同，他身上总是穿着一件破旧的大衣，而且也没有贵族人的傲气，于是便答应了给他补课。每天茜都给巩补习功课，同时也增加了茜的收入。渐渐地，他们熟悉了，得知巩的生日是12月31日一年中的最后一天，而茜的生日是1 月1日一年中的第一天，巩开玩笑的说：“我比你大了整整一年啊！”茜冷淡地回了一句：“仅一天而已！”这一天放学，学校门口停了一辆宝马，许多有钱人家的孩子都没有见过，那是巩的家人来接他了，茜看着巩走向了车的方向，心想：“为什么他们可以那么有钱？为什么他们就可以开宝马？” 就在这时，巩回头对茜淡淡地一笑便上了车。茜回过神来想：“我为什么要羡慕他？他又没有我学习好！”日子就这样一天天的过，尽管茜每天都给巩补课功课，可巩的成绩一直也没有明显的进步，离高考的日子越来越近了，他们都顾着自己的总复习，也不再补习了。茜一心就想考上清华，因为她不想被别人看不起。考试成绩出来了，茜如愿地考上了清华大学，并且是高出全校第二名整整50分的优异成绩考入了清华大学。

由于学校还没有开学，茜想回家看一看妈妈，她们母女已经很多年没有见过面了。可她刚进家门，继父见了她就又打又骂的，妈妈把她护在身后，无奈之下茜离开了家，当她走到楼下抬头看着自己家的阳台时，她多么希望在临走前再见妈妈一眼，可等来的却是姥姥把她所有的行李丢了下来，她伤心的离开了家，又回到了北京。

茜回到北京后，准备死处找房子，正在这时她看见一个老奶奶在收拾一个库房，她走上前去问：“老奶奶，您这房子租吗？” 老奶奶笑眯眯地说：“小姑娘，你想租房子吗？”茜点了点头，“那就100块钱吧！”老奶奶回答她。茜正收拾房子的时候，见到了很久不见的巩，茜不想让别人看见自己落魄的样子，生气地问：“你怎么在这儿？”巩还是和以前一样穿得随随便便的，表情怪异地说：“我来看我姑奶奶！” 茜像被看穿了一样，一直沉默不说话。巩问：“听说你考上了清华，恭喜你啊！”茜也不是那种不识价的人，就说： “谢谢！那你呢？”巩不高兴地说：“我爸爸让我出国！” 茜冷冷地看着他，狠狠地说：“哼！你们有钱人家的孩子就是这样！”巩又接着对茜说：“你愿不愿意帮我一个忙？” 茜疑惑地问：“什么事？”巩说：“愿不愿意到我妈妈的公司做打字员？”茜立刻就生气地说：“你是在同情我吗？” 巩急忙解释：“不是的，我妈妈的公司最近效益不好，许多员工都走了，现在正好缺人，你就当是帮帮我，好不好？” 茜答应了，每天都去巩妈妈那上班，一个月发600元的工资，这对她来说已经很满足了。巩就要出国了，在巩走之前茜请了他吃顿饭。

巩出国了，茜依旧每天一边上课一边工作，现在每个巩月的工资已经可以达到2000元了，并且巩的妈妈怕她跑来跑去的不方便，给她配了一个笔记本电脑，在别人看来都以为她很有钱，当然了，茜没有承认，也没有否认过。

在茜的寝室有一个北京的女孩，个性比较刁蛮，但是从来不欺负茜。茜还是同以前一样的要强，受不得别人的学习比自己强，可这一次她遇到了对手。有一个叫林的男孩，每次的成绩都要比她高，茜很不服气总想超过他。在一次复习课上，茜心里想：下一次考试我一定要超过他！就在这时，老师问了一个问题并叫茜来回答，可由于茜精神没集中连问题都不知道是什么，所以，摇了摇头。老师又问：“有没有人会这道题？”……林主动地站了起来回答了这道题并受到了表扬。茜恨恨地想：你以为我不会吗？用你来告诉我？下课了，茜把林截住说：“下次考试我一定会超过你！”当时在场的同学都感到很惊讶。考试成绩出来，茜果然取得了第一名，茜在成绩单上寻找着林的名字，却发现林的每科成绩都是零分，她很生气：不愿意和我比就直接说嘛！宿舍的女孩告诉茜，林在校园的湖边等她，她愤愤地跑过去说：“你什么意思？这算什么？”林没有说话，只是把手中的卷子递给了茜，茜疑惑地问：“你怎么会有卷子？”林说：“我姑姑是教务处的……”还没等他说完茜就打断了：“你们有钱人都是这样！怪不得每次成绩都那么高！”林不慌不忙地解释：“可我从来就没有动用过这种关系，卷子我已经答完，你可以合一下分数！”茜拿卷子算了一下总分还是比她高，她很是不解……林突然抱住了她，对她说：“我喜欢你！”一个女孩被男孩抱在怀里，她所有的骄傲都没有了，于是他们开始交往了。没多久他们就发生了关系，每一次出去茜都要给林钱，因为两个人出去男人付钱总是有面子，时间久了，她每次都会给林零花钱，这在他们之间也成了很普通的事情。茜的生日就要到了，茜幻想着林会送她什么礼物，心想：给他的零花钱已经足够给我买一个项链或钻戒的了。她想想就觉得很开心！

茜生日那天，林一天都没有联系她，她以为是林故意的，为的是给她一个惊喜。这时电话响了，茜拿起电话说：“你死哪儿去了？”只听见对方惊讶地说了一声：“啊？”她问：“你是谁啊？”“我是巩！”她生气地说：“怎么是你呀？” 巩淡定地说：“祝你生日快乐！”“谢谢！没有什么事先挂了！”巩说：“那好吧！再见！”巩并没有等到茜的回答，而是对方那边传来嘟嘟嘟嘟的声音……电话又响了，是林打来的，接过电话后，茜急急忙忙的跑到楼下，可是，林看起来很不开心的样子。茜心想，可能是他想给我一个惊喜吧！林问茜：“晚上可不可以不回去？陪陪我！”茜犹豫了一下还是答应了！到了酒店，茜才知道原来悲伤、痛苦的表情是不可以伪装的。林对茜讲了一段她最不想听到的故事：林原本有一个女朋友叫蕊，在一所电影学院，他希望他的女朋友和其他的女孩不一样，希望她不被世俗所感染，但当他去找蕊的时候，她却和一个有钱人走在了一起，说着贬低自己的话，可林并不甘心。上午，林用积攒下来的零用钱给蕊买了一个钻戒，结果却被蕊丢了回来。茜手中拿着那枚钻戒，看着上面刻着一个“蕊”字，这一刻，茜好恨自己，恨自己为什么要那么努力的读书？为什么要认识字？如果她不认识字，她会认为那个字是她的名字，可是，茜忍住了泪水，安慰着林说：“没事，没事的！”没多久，茜不在巩的妈妈的公司工作了，由于她所学的市场营销管理正是巩的爸爸公司所缺少的，所以，她又到巩的爸爸公司上班。眼见就要毕业了，大家就要各奔东西，茜和林也就分手了。

茜随着巩的爸爸来到了深圳发展，几年的努力茜已有了很出色的表现。经过各种关系，现在茜已经是英国总公司在中国分公司的经理。茜为自己买了房子、买了车，她只是为了证明别人有的东西自己也会有，但只是时间的问题。

巩在国外回来了，请家里人在一起吃饭也包括茜。茜看见巩还是和以前一样没有什么变化，还是那种拉里拉遢的，没有什么上进。吃过饭后，茜问：“你去哪儿？”巩回答：“白天鹅！”茜又讽刺的说：“你们有钱人总是住那种星级酒店。” 巩并没有回答茜的问题，而是问她：“可不可以陪我上去？” “为什么？”巩哀求着说：“就算是求求你了，陪我上去，好不好？”茜想了想答应陪他上去，刚进屋门，巩说： “把眼睛闭上！”倒数5个数！当茜睁开眼睛的时候，在屋的角落里跳出了许多的小丑为她弹琴、唱歌。这时，巩推出一个五层的大蛋糕走到茜的面前：“生日快乐！”茜好感动，因为她已经好多年没有过生日了。巩手中拿着钻戒单膝跪在地上认真地对茜说：“嫁给我，好吗？”茜说：“给我个理由！”“我爱你！”巩回答。茜点头答应了，但她自己也不知道这样是对是错，因为她还是没有办法忘记林，但是，巩的父母对她也很不错。没多久，巩和茜结婚了。

结婚以后的茜还是同以前一样整天的忙于工作，而巩却是在家养养鱼、养养花、上上网，这让茜很看不惯，有一次茜不平地说：“为什么我整天的在外面奔波，而你却整天在家闲着没事！”巩笑嘻嘻的说：“要不我们都在家吧！反正，我爸妈挣的钱够咱俩花一辈子的了！”话音刚落，茜就生气地吼道：“为什么要花你爸妈的钱？难道我们没有能力挣吗？” 巩见老婆生气了，急忙连笑带求饶的哄茜。每一次都是这样。一天，茜的QQ上有一个陌生男人加她，她隐约地感觉到那个男人是林，但她还是加了。结果真的是林，他们聊了很久，茜得知林在西北的一家公司当经理，她就觉得自己的老公太没出息了。回到家以后，茜看见鱼缸里有一只鱼腹朝上了，她就捞出来扔了。巩回来以后发现少了一条鱼，就问老婆：“我的‘二姨太’呢？”茜冷淡地说：“我看见它腹朝上就扔了。”“不是，它每天都这样休息一会儿的！”茜听了以后气急了：“你整天就知道在家呆着，就不和别人一样？” 巩听了以后，没有一丝表情的问：“你说的‘别人’是他吗？”茜伸手给了巩一个大嘴巴，巩没有说一句话，把门轻轻地带上离开了家。已经两天了，巩都没有回家，茜也知道自己确实有些过分了，但又不好意思主动打电话，她忽然想到了巩的那本日记，巩一直都不让她看，这一次她可以看看了。

打开日记,第一页:
年X月X日，我们班有一个女孩她和别人不一样，每次同学吃过饭后，她都躲在角落里吃馒头、咸菜，我很想去帮帮她，可是，她好象很讨厌有钱人家的小孩，我得想一个好办法！”
“今天我让爸爸给我弄了一件破旧的大衣，我想这样就容易接近她，她也不会讨厌我了。她已经决定给我补课了，为了能和她在一起的时间久一点，我故意每次都考不好，虽然每次她都说我笨，但我还是很开心。可就是无法向爸妈交代。”

…“我的生日到了，爸爸开车来接我，我有点不高兴，因为我怕她会因此疏远我。明天是她的生日，我多希望叫她一起上车，但我知道她一定不肯，所以，我只能送给她一个无奈的微笑。上了车以后，我脱下了破旧的大衣，换了一件新衣服，爸爸还说我是不是有毛病，总爱穿这件破旧的大衣。”

“我觉得我已经喜欢上她了！”

……“爸爸妈妈知道我喜欢她了，但爸爸说只要我考上清华就同意我们在一，所以，我开始努力的学习，但是，她有那么要强，我不能超过她的分数，所以，我把每一科都少答了几道题，就这样，我比她少了整整50分，考了全校的第二名。可爸爸让我出国，如果我不同意，他会把我帮助她的真相全部告诉她，所以，我答应了！”
……

“出国前我见到了她，我邀请她到我妈妈的公司做打字员，我怕她知道我是故意帮她，所以就和妈妈商量了一下说公司效益不好。在我走之前，她说要请我吃饭，我说我吃牛肉面，她不同意，我就说我最喜欢吃牛肉面了，因为我知道即使我们两个人都吃才要3块钱，那样的话这个月她还有597块钱的零花钱。吃过饭后，她回学校了，没走多远我就吐了，因为我从来就没有吃过这么难吃的饭。”

……“太巧了！她宿舍有一个女孩是我的初中同学，我告诉过我同学不许欺负她，不然，我就不客气了！”

……“在同学的口中得知她有了男朋友，我很想问问她最近好不好？但是，我却找不到打电话的理由！”

……“今天她的生日，我终于有了一个打电话的理由，但是，听她的生意觉得很急，好象在等人，所以匆匆的就把电话挂了。同学告诉我，她今晚没有回宿舍，我好害怕，我真不敢想象会发生什么事情！我心好乱！”

……“在国外，我努力地奋斗，但是，我却不能告诉她我的成就，我怕她会因此不理我。我经过了一番打拼终于使自己的公司在中国有了分公司，而总经理就是她，我自然就放心了！我就要回国了，我却不能告诉她这些年我的努力。但是，不管她现在还有没有男朋友，我都要向她求婚。”

……“我向她求婚了，她答应了我！”

……“结婚的那天晚上，我故意把自己的手指割破，把床单染红了，尽管我和她的心里都明白她已经不是第一次了，但是，在我的心里，她永远都是那个我要珍惜的人。”

……“结婚以后，她依旧整天忙于工作，而我不能一天见不到她，所以每天只用电脑和总公司的副经理联系，尽管在她眼里我没有出息，但只要不伤害到她比什么都好。”

……“我感觉她又和他联系了，我好怕我会失去她，因为我现在真的不能没有她，我想就这样和她过一辈子。”

……“老婆，我真不想失去你，因为我真的不能没有你！”

……茜已泪流满面，身边这个男人为了帮助她是多么地用心良苦，付出了那么多！她再也不顾忌面子，给巩打了电话，说： “老公，我知道我错了，回来吧！”“给我个理由！”巩问。 “我爱你！”

My first presentation

2010-05-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

* After presentation
*My classmates, guys are my group presenters !
*My group presenters, smart ??
* there's another guy is my presenter too !

this is my 1st presentation in college !

It made me nervous yet it's enjoyable !
thank you guys for making your efforts ! although everyone doing last minute work !

laughin' moments

2010-05-03T23:03:00.006+08:00

My laughing moments, reminded by Ms. Jo Yee, haha... suddenly feel like ow... I MISS 5S8 so much... I sat beside Jo yee, we are like born to be good sisters, laughed everyday until tears flow out, somemore, squad down, jumping... all sorts of silly things we do when we laugh. nobody can fight with us for that. I miss that laugh. I miss the moment we share our thoughts.... haha...even small thing, like go to toilet also laugh like hell ! oh man !!!!

Jo Yee: please make me laugh again like this, I'd miss it a lot... heaps !!! REALLY @!!!!

2nd, it's from Denise. She used to hit me when I speak something wrongly "offended" her.. haha... feel so strange nobody comes and hit me now... when I went back to Ipoh that time, she hit me again, ouch... you know it's like giving me a warmth feeling... omg, as I'm typing now, feel like cryin' already... I din realise that, all this time, you all already living in my heart, irreplaceable ! We used to share alot, she will tell me her secret without telling others, sometimes, it shows that I'm a good friend to her too.. haha..eh, not so easy to mix with her, she is so "chuan"... joking !! XP

3rd, Shireen Chow. haha..today I sat on my college's friend's lap - girl la...suddenly remember ah chow always lets me sit on her lap... sometimes I even "teh" her.. haha.. don't think we are lesbian, just I know her since I was std.3.. It's so amazing we able to maintain our friendship until now.. she's in australia but still I miss her a lot. the moments we have, wow, just like spending with her everyday ..... once she gets her license drive me here and there... when we were kids, lagi hebat, asked parents fetch us here and there until parents also become very good friends.... :)

4th, Bernice Ong. this girl always gives me a feeling, she just like a baby. I really cannot forget the moment when in Sarawak, she rubbed her head on my silk pajamas, oh my gosh, like a baby... haha...she changed alot.. to become stronger, even have boyfriend, haha..that time still asked for our opinions...all giggling or go through all the sadness together, even we are apart now, still can be the same right ? I believe distance is not a problem... !!! she doesn't let me
"teh" one.. haha..so need to be "man" sikit.. hahahaha.... I really cannot stand for it..when she cried la.. once she cried I slowly will cry also.. so you don't cry now la.. I already cry much in this place.. hahaha....

5th, Ying Xin. Hmmmm.... this is my best friend also !!! haha.. she always 8 here and there...but she is a very caring person la... we used to like play a lot, hang out, just like Shireen and Bernice, we need to come out and have group meeting, to exchange feelings, thoughts... so it's like...she is part of my life, when I have problem, sure find her la.. and bla bla bla..even now also... Bernice and shireen so far..lazy to find them.. find ooi better..haha....when I see her crying I can really feel my heart pain.so cannot see my friends sad one, all must happy happy !!!! she laughs until the whole building can collapse btw.. that's why I cannot bring her to high class restaurant !!!

I still have a lot of best friends that I cannot finish my story here, sorry ! It makes me realise that how happy and lucky I am to know you all !!!
seriously !!!!
friends forever !!!

friends

2010-04-30T22:19:00.001+08:00

friends, need not to be more, just those who can be trusted and relied on.... !!!

I find how important friends are, I always wish that good friends will be with me.. bad friends will just show up themselves one find day...
so i need not to be suffer that much ~

Picture of the day

2010-04-29T10:13:00.001+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY

it's random pic taken by my friend...
I love it alot.
these two are my good friends in college.
love you guys ~! xoxoxo

Mix FeeLings

2010-04-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

Woah ! what a week ! it's indescribable ! I feel like a bit strange, is love flowing around in the air ?
haha, well, I enjoy being a single ! so much fun !

this week, mix feelings I have, sad but friends support me, thanks a lot ! although they don't know what happened to me, but they always cheer me up, even I come far from Ipoh to KL to study, I still able to meet some nice & good friends ! really GOD BLESS ME !

Yesterday night, I went to Audrey's house to stay over, certainly, we've girls talk ! haha :) enjoyed it also.

I went to IOI mall today with my aunt and cousin, bought the formal attire and high heels ! >.<...just imagine I suddenly become an OL and also, my daddy's birthday present ! it's a very nice shirt, I like the colour !

I'll buy myself a birthday present too (parents promise to pay it for me) ! surveying now... ~

hmph... this week, I always follow Audrey and her boyfriend to go out for dinner, like a light bulb now, but they address me as their "lui lui" = daughter, so means one big family go out... lalala ~ actually Audrey like my real mom also, while her bf also like my real dad too. I mean the way they talk, how Audrey bullied her bf, etc....

I spent my week meaningfully, and I feel time flies so so so so FAST ! don't you think so ?
sit there a while, 2 hours pass; do something, one day over... hahahahaha....

oh ya oh ya, I met Ching Miao this Wednesday, we planned to sing "may our path meet again" and record it !!!! cool ! :)

* HAVE A NICE WEEKEND*

I'm not a bad girl

2010-04-19T23:52:00.004+08:00

Sigh... It's close to my bedtime but wish to express my feelings here. Just now, I brought my friend and her boyfriend back to my apartment, we just did homework. However, my housemate's parents suddenly came here and they saw us, I greeted them, so did my friends. After that, my housemate sent me a message, she said her dad doesn't like guys around here, this is girl's hostel, he wanted to talk to me about that, in the end he did not. Of course, this frightened me as I scare I give bad impression to other people but boys come over I don't find anything wrong because we are NOT doing anything what we shouldn't do. He just accompany his girlfriend and waited her to finish her homework and send her back to home, sigh. Just a simply misunderstand. I know parents may not like to see that and I can understand it because they will think what kind of boys we meet and even bring into the house, however we din make noise or did any improper things. My parents also know about that, but they trust on me so I bring friends back it's okay.
Anyway, still feel not that happy after knowin' this. like doing wrong things or give a bad impression to others again. What else, that guy also feels bad for that, haha...

THIS WEEK !

2010-04-16T08:32:00.006+08:00

* AUDREY & HER BF & NAHENDRAN & I.....
* GIRLz... cool buddies... !!
* posing ~ !! xoxo
*Hui Fenny & I... cute girl..
* RANDOM PIc... hahaha....
*RED, YELLOW, GREEN.....
*14/4/10 is Shiow Chi's birthday.. a nice girl
* celebrated Shiow Chi's birthday... ^^ at FULL HOUSE
* I love this pic ...
* SALAD
* CAKES
* college mates
*spaghetti, ordered by me.
*My Gang and their BFz...

this is the 4th week..... I spent in K.L... thanks for those helping me when I need help... =)

Sakae Sushi :)

2010-04-10T17:53:00.005+08:00

Sakae Sushi

*Before Going Out ... ^^

*Soft shell crab

*some kind of tasty dessert 　╰（￣▽￣）╭ YuMmy ~

* handrolls....... my cousin could finish 3 of it... OMG ..o_O ||

*Inari with fish eggs

*Noodles

*After eating... so full...O.O

*finally.. show you a picture of my cousin and I... Pretty right ??? ^^

post this to let WENDY CHEONG jealous of me !!!

bye bye ~

Lin Yu Chun

2010-04-10T10:15:00.001+08:00

this guy, his name is lin yu chun.
he is so famous now because of his singing !!!
people called him Taiwanese Susan Boyle !!!

Weekend

2010-03-30T08:33:00.006+08:00

Last Friday night, yee por brought me back to her house and I finally met Ying jie jie whom I haven't seen in years. Still slim and thin as always but start growing to become more womanish. haha...Yee por and uncle Tham din change much, and I discovered that uncle Tham loves bakery.
I've tired his muffin,nice. They brought me to eat so many nice food but too bad I forgot to take pic that time, busy talking... haha........*sorry*
Ah Shean jie jie has moved to K.L and works from morning till late night...however, she still can spend some time with me, thank you. I have a shopping spree on food, bought by Shean jie jie... Now, my cupboard is full of biscuits, cookies, etc etc.
Ah Shen gor gor, haha.. sleeps everytime... >.<

I requested to go back on Sat night because I realised I haven't done my housework !!
so, I went home and did all the stuffs....phew... and slept at 3am... study... haha.. you guys may wonder why I become so hardworking...

on Sunday afternoon, my housemates were still sleeping.. I made breakfast by myself.
Chai Yen ah yee brought me out for lunch and dinner...
and Wendy says she wants to see what I eat on that day...
so here we go...........

Have A Great Weekend.. !!

life in kl- part 2

2010-03-27T14:59:00.002+08:00

Finally, I started my REAL life in KL as in start my college life. this week was the 1st week.
thank you friends that din forget me yet, haha... still keep in touch with me but I have no time to chat with them much.. I am so sorry, sincerely.

eventhough I have just entered the door of college a week, but there's a lot of things that I need to catch up to esp. I'm in March intake so I need to catch up back all the things (studies) within a short period.

ow.. that's awful, man !
my life is so hectic as I need to do all the things by myself, like laundry, housecleaning, preparing food....... need to come up with a strategy plan !

one good thing that I get from college is : I know so many friends from different countries, states. so far, all I met are good people, friendly and nice !

my hostel, my roommates and housemates are nice and caring.
so that's what people always say, when you leave home, all you need is friends.
they do help me a lot. I appreciate that very much.

my parents and sis miss me definitely.. (grin)... like my mom, calls me every night until I have no time to do other things. haha. just kidding.

I need to learn how to SURVIVE and how to protect my life from danger, as you guys know, KL is not a safe place, so need to get friends accompany wherever I go, esp. when I stay in hostel.

IPOH FRIENDS, miss you guys too much !!!

I can't wait to tell you guys my story in college, as usual .. there's a lot of "fish thingy" happen to me since I started my class there. omg !

suddenly realise that actually high school time was the time we actually can be together, cause in college, you have your own stuffs to busy with, and circle of life will be different.
like me, I have so much readings to do, like LAWS !! oh friends, I spend an hour by reading one page at 1st !!!!!!!!!
as you know, I'm not smart, is a dumb dumb... haih.. but my classmates ... all are genius .. .!!!!

so tension !!

but in college, every student speaks english ! so you can learn a lot about communication and that benefits us a lot... !!

enjoy your life while you are still having your HOLIDAY BREAK....
cause you'll have hectic life once you start studying !!
=)

MAY OUR PATH MEET AGAIN...

on SUNDAY

2010-03-21T15:49:00.004+08:00

*Siu Mai
*Cha Siu Pao
* so called " AH XIAN JUICE" .. mixture of fruits and veggies
* Chee cheong fun
* the famous "lao sha pao"
* Dang Lang ! It's AXIAN Dim Sum Restaurant ...
* In the afternoon, we went to a cake shop...

* B-U-N-S
* butter.. I guess...
* WOW !!!

* carried things back to home... ?>>>!??!?!?
* We went to K3K to eat some refreshment...
* BIG CURRY PUFF !! (not nice)

At night, I'll back to my hostel ~
Before that, I will attend a birthday party. =)

Sunway Pyramid

2010-03-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

Got CHA ! I bought myself a pair of slippers today in Sunway Pyramid. It's Banana Peels ... erm.. don't know what brand is that, anyway, just to share with you all..the patterns of those slippers are cool. the price is reasonable only if it doesn't worn out fast. haha.

then, my cousin brought me to watch a movie entitled Another Pandora's Box, SuPER DUper ExtremLy FUnNy. It's a good x 1000000 comedy ! =)

My cousin and her family provided me nice food and warm shelter, again, thanks. Other relatives keep calling me up to ask whether I need anything else. so Sweet, huh..? *sniff sniff*

going to start my class soon, get prepared, must be diligent and TAK BOLEH MALAS ! ...haha

My College Life

2010-03-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

haha, guys, I know you can't wait to know how's my life in college.

hmm... Let me show you !!! =)

* in a JAPANESE RESTAURANT ???

Basically, there's too many food you can choose in KL. This is the 1st time I away from home to have own life, currently, still staying in auntie's house 1st.

today I went into the college, I saw some girls wearing high heels + mini skirts, while I was wearing long jeans + t-shirt ...
I was like : OMG ! My attire is so much different from them.
Once I stepped my feet into the campus, I saw some people were gathering outside the hall, they were attending orientation just like me :).
GIRLS : holding PRADA, GUESS, ROXY handbags + clothes + shoes.. etc etc..

GUYS: REEBOK, NIKE, ADDIDAS, DIESEL belts + shoes + bagpack ..etc etc...

haha.. it's like I've entered a fashion world in Miami. haha.
after that, I met some new friends. They are kind and friendly.

1. no chinese/mandarin/cantonese in campus. we need to speak in ENGLISH ...

2. the principle requested us to be well-groomed, but look around ... nobody listens to her.. xp.

3. the library is quite cool, we need to surf the net to look for the book we want to borrow in library.

4. E-learning. bringing own laptop while attending the classes.

5. FOOD PARADISE... more than 30 restaurants !! I'm gonna be fattttttttttttttttttttttttt

6. LENG ZHAI + LENG LUI everywhere... :)

7. My timetable is quite free, enjoy it so much.

8. Subjects I take quite difficult, based on my friend in TAYLOR's collge saying that LAW (A levels) passing rate ... 19 % ++ .. O.O OMG !!!

9. Received many phone calls from relatives and friends in Kuala Lumpur, thanks for caring me. =)

SPM RESULTS

2010-03-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

haha. today.. really made my nerves froze while we were waiting for our results.
some even cried, for example anjoe. she hasn't got her results but she cried when our class teacher holding the results coming into the hall.

anyway, I also feel happy for my results although there's a little disappointments for a certain subject.

=)

escape

2010-03-10T10:32:00.002+08:00

ESCAPE

please give me a boat, to sail on sea. alone.

please give me an airplane ticket, to fly to everywhere which can bring me peace.

please give me a rocket, if I need an escape.

I do need an escape.

Cause I can't feel happy here.

All bad feelings I am going through now.

Whether can overcome it or not,

sorry, I don't know.

It isn't decided by me.

I pray to GOD,

I'm a Buddhist i mean,

pray to her,

give me peace,

calm me down,

show me new path,

I wish to have a new life,

forget all those sorrowfulness and worries.

Hope she can help me.

hunger for food

2010-03-08T07:58:00.004+08:00

Don't know why.. I feel so hungry now..
everyday also hungry...
what happen to me ?

I don't wish to be fat !!!!!!!!

just to view at these images... to fill my stomach !

New life

2010-03-08T07:42:00.001+08:00

gonna start something new. haha.

recently, pressure is exerted on me, I hardly can breathe.

I wish to come out from the shadow... looking towards to place where I feel warm and safe.

I gonna make some changes.

cause what ?

I'm 18.

after sometimes, you will see the new me.

don't miss me if I lose contact suddenly. :)

New Laptop

2010-03-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

hohohoho... Finally get my 1st laptop ! Kian Aun helped me to choose as I don't know anything about laptop ! thanks !!!!

Thanks dad and mom pay the money !!

it's acer. My laptop is something like that shown above !!

just share my joy with you all !!

so happy !

Photofunia

2010-03-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

haha... robbert pattison and I

notification

2010-03-04T18:15:00.001+08:00

spm results will be released on 11th MARCH !!!!! this is real. heard from radio

Go to Ooi's house

2010-03-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

1st March, we took that day as Denise's birthday because her birthday is on 29th feb,haha.
We went to Jusco to watch movie, Kbox.
at night, we went to Ooi's house to sleepover. just denise and I went to her house, amelia ling din go.

We chat whole night and around 2am felt hungry... we went to the kitchen to drink "longan tong sui".
then, today morning we woke up around 7 smtg to get prepare to have breakfast with my mom and shireen's mom.

Ooi's mom fetched us out, and we enjoyed our breakfast. after that, went back to Ooi's house to sing songs...watched korean show by using Denise's laptop.

*thanks for accompanying me*

Colour

2010-02-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

红色：温暖，热情，喜庆，性感
橙色：成熟，活力，收获
黄色：警示，醒目
绿色：青春，活泼
蓝色：忧郁
紫色：神秘，富贵，浪漫
黑色：端庄，沉默，神秘，严肃，冷酷
白色：纯洁，希望，干净

Which colour represent you?

新不了情

2010-02-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

新不了情
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
深情难了
缘难了
深情难了

Depressing

2010-02-26T22:40:00.001+08:00

Finding so hard to get someone to listen to me. I am not the one who will tell my problem to people I am not 100% close with. so, so suffering now.
nobody understands me.
feel like crying.
no.
already crying,
in my heart

Turning Left Or Right ?

2010-02-26T10:23:00.002+08:00

Turning Left or Right ?

I've been thinking about my future. But Don't really sure of my interest. The closer day to take my SPM Results, the heavier my heart is. I am afraid I only get 5 or 6 A's, just honestly, I aim higher, but doesn't mean I will achieve it.
Just annoying. I don't wish to think about it.
FUTURE. is quite a mess now.

Speechless

2010-02-25T11:18:00.001+08:00

Nothing much I wanna write here. Cause recently, too many unhappy things happen which I don't want to talk much or I don't know where to start to talk about it. I rather keep it myself.
sigh.

Feasts On Food

2010-02-12T11:04:00.003+08:00

Feasts On Food

I've been eating a lot this whole week ! First, there's a party in Bernice's house (monday).
Tuesday night, we went to eat Korean & Japanese Food with Friends (costs about RM200+),
then, we went to Sidewalk Lounge to eat ice-creams. Talked about true "ghost story" happend on Andrew Chun. haha. On Thursday night, we went to Shireen's open house... gambled in her room and for a sleptover Today which means Friday, we have our breakfast at Fu San Restaurant with Steven and Adeline. (We as in Shireen and her siblings, Bernice, Sabrina and I).. and then, later at night, we'll go to Elim Church to have dinner and party again !!!!

bring more coins.. (gamble later) ..xp..just kidding. I want US DOLLAR !

杯具茶几

2010-02-10T23:41:00.001+08:00

杯具茶几

人生是就像一个茶几，上面摆满了杯具….对不

1.0版：人生是杯具。

2.0版：我的人生就像茶几，上面摆满了杯具。

3.0版：人生像茶几，上面摆满了杯具；人生又像茶杯，本身就是个杯具；人生更像茶叶，终究要被浸泡在杯具之中。

4.0版：人生就像牙缸，你可以把它看成杯具，也可以看成洗具。

5.0版：人生就像茶几，上面摆满了杯具。当你努力跳出一个杯具时，却发现自己跳进了一个餐具（惨剧）。

6.0版：人生就像是一个茶几，上面摆满了杯具。当我们认为自己跳出一个杯具时，却已经掉进了另外一个杯具。而若你发现你没有跳进另一个杯具……那恭喜你……你掉下茶几了。

7.0版：人生就像一个透明的杯具，我们自知身在其中，偶尔和另一个杯具一见钟情，却出不去。

8.0版：人生是一只茶几，上面放满了杯具。而本身就是杯具的我们还非加上茶叶自以为与别人没有茶具（差距），结果人人都说咱现在要具就用餐具（惨剧）。我们在沉默中灭亡，成了文具；在沉默中爆发，成了火炬。我们想明哲保身，都成了面具。我们想一鸣惊人，都成了京剧。不能再次相聚，执手相看泪眼，成了默剧。生活是自己的杯具，别人眼里的洗具（喜剧）。

9.0版：我跟上帝说我渴了，于是上帝给了我一大堆杯具。

10.0版：女人是水做的，为了迎合她们，男人注定成为一个个杯具。

11.0版：人参要泡在杯具里才能入味。

Sleepover Night at Shireen's house

2010-02-09T10:52:00.005+08:00

"That tonight gonna be a good night.That tonight gonna be a great night.That tonight gonna be a good good good good night !!!"

-Black Eyed Peas-

*helping ah Qi to brush teeth

*Doing Warm up ???

*our friends

*our dads

*our moms

First, we went to Bernice's house for her farewell party. There's lots of food. and we played around with friends, playing pokers & so on...

Around twelve, we JBS went to Shireen's house for a sleepover ... ^^

A man pee at street

2010-02-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

A man pee at street

Tonight, after finishing our dinner, my mom,sis and I walked back to take our car.
Suddenly, an INDIAN man pee infront of the shop... We were just there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom quickly ran away, so did we.

GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When Can You See The Harvest Moon?

2010-02-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

What makes me,or I can say a girl to feel that she jumps from the land of Earth, pass through the atmosphere, ozone layer, and finally reach the moon. Flying there and fly back to the Earth, that exciting ?

DO YOU KNOW THE REASON ???

First, it could be ...
1. "hey, you look thin!"

or...

2. "hey, you look thinner than before!"

3. "hey,you are super duper thin !!"

Finally...

4."You're the slimmest person among us !!!!"

Conclusion is : They all say I look thinner now !!!! :)

Elim's cafe

2010-02-06T12:11:00.002+08:00

Everytime, when it is Shireen's and Sabrina's turn to prepare the food, it will always be late !
I came to Elim at 9 something, however the "chef" Shireen not around yet. The cafe is open from 11 a.m. but in the end, I was the helper to buy the ingredients for food. I've came here twice to support them but I have become their assitant instead of customer ~
Now still waiting Sabrina to serve the food for me, starving !! T.T

After SPM

2010-02-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

Those former form 5 people started to plan their holidays after exam. Before SPM, everyone was hoping and wishing that day would come faster. However, now, everyone starts to make complains!

"So bored,"
"Nothing to do,"

They started to find part-time jobs but in the end, they complained their jobs !
Some has already applied the scholarship,or even has entered the college in local or oversea.
For me,
I'm enjoying and that's fun to play around everyday.
At first, I went to malls with friends, a lot !
but after that, as you guys know... malls that we acknowledge are Jusco or Parade only. Currently, Jusco got the first ranking, am I right?
so, if you go there thrice a week, you'll feel boring definitely, like I do!
but but but,
we can do other things.
I watch Anime, those I want to watch and wait for that day to come for ages...Finally, it's my turn to "tan sai gai".
My mom allowed me to watch anime after SPM, but she saw me sitting infont of the televsion everyday, she started to scold,"Why can't you do something, something more meaningful? You're wasting your time! Find a job!"
but but but, I reminded her she promised me to let me watch,so she kept quiet.
One day, I told her I wanna work at the DVD shop.
You know what she said?
"Do do do... you will be working after studying for your whole life time! What for in a hurry need to work now? Relax first!"
See... that's what mom will do.
Contradictory and makes me don't know what to do.
I planned to study form 6, so I din do any research about college, parents who are the one encouraging me to take form 6 too.
"Why are you sitting infront of tv or hanging out with friends all the time? How about your future? Don't want to study anymore? Why don't you find some informations about college? People already start studying...!"

When I always go out for movies,
she will say,"Wasting Money!"
When I din go out much like now,
she will say,"What's wrong with you? Argue with friends? Go out with them la..since they're leaving here soon!"

Are you facing the same problem with me?
Therefore, now I'm playing and working (helping my dad a lil) ... Woohoo !!

Accident On The Road

2010-02-03T18:49:00.002+08:00

Today, Shireen fetched Vivien, Anjoe, Bernice, my sis and I home. While on the way back to Vivien's house, we were chatting and playing in the car. Suddenly, a motorbike fall infront of me. I saw the car infront of the bike has stopped his car,his car bumper was damaged. Luckily, Shireen able to stop her car if not we would knock down the biker!!!
Thanks God that the biker and the driver didn't get any serious injury!
and thanks for protecting us from the accident !

Chinese New Year Video !

2010-02-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Enjoy it ! watch it if you want to get some cny mood !

How much time do we left?

2010-02-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

*How much time do we have?*
*countin'*
less than 2 weeks I think.
two of them in this picture, will be going to have their new life.

GIVE ME SOME CNY SPIRITS

2010-02-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

hey hey guys, Chinese New Year is just around the corner, besides Shireen and Bernice are leaving(NOT A BIG DEAL), we should have some plannings !!!
PARTIES !!!
VISITING !!!
SHOPPING !!
BUY THE CLOTHES AS MANY AS YOU..
CAUSE WHAT ?
WE'RE ALL OUT...........
CRAZY TO HAVE FUN ^^

Penang

2010-01-17T23:17:00.001+08:00

this tuesday and wednesday, I'm going to Penang with shireen, bernice and sabrina. haha. SHOOPING MALLS AND FOOD STALLS HERE WE COME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hang out a lot recently, to meet friends. so excited about my holidays now. =)

Don't Cross The Line

2009-12-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

Finally, After left it for few months, sudden urge to type again. Problems are coming again.
F-U-T-U-R-E..! Supposed to be ??? Everyone is deciding or heading to their new path. What about me? Trying so hard to get my mind set on certain field. sigh.
Leaving, Finally the word is used on me, on us. Stepping forward to another new stage. Friends, leavin'.. Should be used to it right? Why .. Sorrowfulness still growing from the bottom of my heart?
Sigh. My mind is confused, confused by all these unpleasant thoughts. Showing I'm not growing up yet? Yea, definitely. The one who cannot decide her own future, damn useless. It's like a blind man lost his walking stick. Where am I heading to at last ?
Sometimes I wonder, Boys and Girls.. would it be better just be friends..? If cross the line, everything will change. more complicated. happiness would be getting more than last time but there are more problems to be faced slowly, and both might not be able to back like last time, used to be like friends.
Hmmm........
Why am I so lost...
haha.....

Big news

2009-10-24T16:37:00.002+08:00

Update my blog again.
1. I bought a new mobile on 2nd october. W595
2. I got my car license last friday.
3. I always play in class instead of study. xp.
4. Friends not happy. =(
5. Plan for Genting trip with friends and family on 23th Dec. It's done.
6. SPM is around the corner.
7. WHO CAN HELP ME !!?

My hp lost

2009-09-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

everybody i lost my hp today, still finding it.
my mum still didnt know yet...
die man....
please don't contact that number

Abrupt change

2009-09-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

Finished trial.. yeah ! but surprisingly I don't feel excited at all. I feel I lost something and strange that I didn't hold my book to study today. I wish to pick up my History textbook and read. You may think I'm odd but I know myself, I didn't do well in my exam. The chinese essay I picked the first one to write entitled : How Do I Look Upon Myself. I thought about for a few minutes..should I pick this topic ? Normally I write essay is following my heart.. I wrote about myself. People around me have their own talent but I don't have. Last time I felt bad about it and as days go on, I learn how to love myself. I walked out from the shadow. I wrote out the story, at the end I don't know will I get high marks for Chinese..
Recently, I find out that there's another me inside my body. the more emotional one. I went for a talk in Main Convent, the speaker said everyone have two personalities. my 2nd one is more emotional.. EMO-GIRL?? oh no.. but I won't cut myself or do anything stupid. Friends I know won't be together all the time, I know one day each of us will leave to chase after our dreams. But I have been living like this since standard 1..everyday go to school,meet friends, chat ... suddenly change..I admit, there's a sightly unpleasant feeling in my heart. I didn't show out to them, just when I'm alone, I start to think about it. Many friends have started to plan for their further study. Some will stay here, some will leave. When one by one tells me, they want to leave.. yea, study at oversea is good ..but I think : So Fast, everyone has to leave. I'm like..something is missed. My mum says I am not mature enough, friends of course won't be together for a long time. yea, I am immature but you can't stop me from thinking that. sigh...
Sometimes, tears will flow out automatically. Shireen says it is involutary action. I cry more compared to the last 4 years. I wonder is my hormone changed? an abrupt change of attitude.
please condone I sometimes look down ..
Nothing much I wanna say..
it's a rainy day in my heart today ..

Animation

2009-09-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

video that you will never miss in your lifetime.. haha

Car Learning

2009-08-22T18:49:00.003+08:00

Today I have my driving lesson for 2nd time at Sepakat. haha.. Parking is tough.. The teacher praised me, "pandai !" ..see.. so those who think I'm gonna make the teacher vomit through out the lessons ...you guys are so wrong !! haha... today is the muslims have their first day puasa...
oh ya.. I saw ooi too.. it was her first day to drive.. haha...
AYU.. GAMBATEH neh...
hehe...
exams are nearer to us... my gosh...
thrill......
erm... finally get back my car after repairation.=)
that's all for today...
haha...

yesterday we have our choir farewell in music room. they prepare a sketch for us.. so funny.. too bad I din take pic for it..
Janice teh's look made me burst into laugh...
Cheryl too.. So cute her plaits...

Update

2009-08-19T18:01:00.007+08:00

such a long time I didn't update my blog. Friends always complain about it. i'm sorry guys. haha...
I don't know what to write and erm... no time to write. form5 is really busy and hectic. so many people sick recently.. I see getting more and more people putting on the masks.. I can really feel the danger of H1N1... Don't wish anyone i know will get infected by this virus.
erm...last 2 weeks, my sis and I went to grandma's house during weekend.. we have lots of fun there...Morning, we have our breakfast..after 2 hours.. food are served to us. lunch time, we ate roti canai...after 2 hours eat again... I didn't feel hungry at all throughout the day... >.<... *GAIN WEIGHT*
Next, I got my L license finally.. yeah.. my dad has bought a car for me.. erm..for the family la..
I will get the car tomorrow.. haha... but cannot drive it yet.. maybe can drive around my housing area... people don't worry.. it's safe.. p/s : I even bought a keychain for my car..

Ow... I love to watch Slam Dunk recently... everyday spend half an hour as my leisure.

Plenty of my hair has dropped...because of study ??? stress?? Arhhh I really don't know.. I dont want become bald...OMG !!! I see everyone starts studying ..and working so hard.. what's the heck am I doing.. I'm so slow to finish even one chapter... !!!

yesterday... I went to Golf Club with ber's , shireen's, auntie ann's and ying xin's families to have dinner at Japanese Restaurant...!!

Kl trip with shireen's family and mine...

2009-08-19T17:24:00.004+08:00

KL 2 days 1 night trip .. @Shireen and I@

*The toilet we went... before we reached Kuala Lumpur

*Roti BOY !! we're the first customers to buy it...*MY HONEYMOON restaurant*

*We ate DURIAN PANCAKE & drank MANGO TONG SUI

* Ah Qi & I

*DOREMON SHOP
* SUBWAY
* Yo.. What's up.. GIRLS' Shopping time... >.<

* CRAZY in Fitting ROOM

*7a.m. got up from bed...and went for swimming.......... ^^

Do you support Science and Maths to be taught in Bahasa Malaysia ?

2009-07-12T17:17:00.003+08:00

Everyone, if you DON'T LIKE science and maths to be taught in bahasa Malaysia .. please go to http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/ to vote for it !! It's Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad's blog. Don't worry. It doesn't involve anything in politics. just the people can voice out their opinions. =)

Different way of showing love

2009-07-11T00:32:00.003+08:00

Different way of showing love and caring.

haha. Honestly, I may not be the best friend by your side to tell you don't cry and move on your life when you're sad.
But I will use my own way to show you I support you. It happens to my best friends.. recently, they love to sit in a small group suddenly confess all the problems and thoughts they have in minds for a long time. Well, it's not about me and not so linked with me. I am at the edge..."should I go over there or just stand here,don't move" ... I picked the second choice. because I don't know the situation and I know what can I do is.. right after they solve it.. cry for it.. I "counsel" them.. of course I'm not very good in counseling ...
anyway, as time flies, I notice we have grown up.a lot. We will separate and move on our life. wonder how would it be. I really miss the moment I have now. hope we won't just meet once in a year or slowly friends forget me.

That's the sharing for today. I know I din update blog for such a long time. haha. no time.
big boss. ^^

p/s: may get a laptop soon. weeee..............>,<

Fascinating

Distance

遗憾

A little boy's story

婆婆的眼泪

蜡笔的故事

A 12 years old sang a song which made me shed tears

Teacher : Is she pretty ?Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)Teacher : You want her to be your girlfriend ?Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)Teacher : But she is in Singapore.Kid : (disappointed face)

Teacher : Class, today teacher is not feeling well.Student A (6 yrs old) : Teacher, I will be very obedient today !Teacher : What did you say ?!Student (6 yrs old) : You are sick, I cannot make noise, I will be obedient today !Teacher : Ow.... ♥

Student A (6 yrs old) : Ms Cheong, I am not ultraman today !Teacher : Who are you today ?Student A : Spiderman ! (pointing his shirt)Teachre : HaHa, all right Spiderman !

Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman ! boy (6 yrs old) : what ?Teacher : faster copy down the question.boy : ok.Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman !boy : Ms cheong, can you please be quite ? I need to focus and copy the question..

being a teacher.

Reunion

out of expectation

LOVE

volleyball

Rest in peace

Chinese new year 2011

Faster

Capability

AS first day

Shopping Spree

*PhoTo EdiT*

test with the way how you sleep...

Dead BorEd

Best friends

15种越吃越瘦的东东

*SharinG*

13th - Friday

splendid weekend

lookin' forward

Inception

BOYS, Feelings?!

Letter fir future boyfriend

Invade a boy's school

Connect again !

it's been another week :)

picture paints a thousand words

SAD !

Amazing days

Exam is over !

updates

speechless

Love Story

My first presentation

laughin' moments

friends

Picture of the day

Mix FeeLings

I'm not a bad girl

THIS WEEK !

Sakae Sushi :)

Lin Yu Chun

Weekend

life in kl- part 2

on SUNDAY

Sunway Pyramid

My College Life

SPM RESULTS

escape

hunger for food

New life

New Laptop

Photofunia

notification

Go to Ooi's house

Colour

新不了情

Depressing

Turning Left Or Right ?

Speechless

Feasts On Food

杯具茶几

杯具茶几

Sleepover Night at Shireen's house

A man pee at street

When Can You See The Harvest Moon?

Elim's cafe

After SPM

Accident On The Road

Teacher : Is she pretty ?
Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)
Teacher : You want her to be your girlfriend ?
Kid : (nodded his head and blushed)
Teacher : But she is in Singapore.
Kid : (disappointed face)

Teacher : Class, today teacher is not feeling well.
Student A (6 yrs old) : Teacher, I will be very obedient today !
Teacher : What did you say ?!
Student (6 yrs old) : You are sick, I cannot make noise, I will be obedient today !
Teacher : Ow.... ♥

Student A (6 yrs old) : Ms Cheong, I am not ultraman today !
Teacher : Who are you today ?
Student A : Spiderman ! (pointing his shirt)
Teachre : HaHa, all right Spiderman !

Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman !
boy (6 yrs old) : what ?
Teacher : faster copy down the question.
boy : ok.
Teacher : ultraman ! ultraman !
boy : Ms cheong, can you please be quite ? I need to focus and copy the question..

PhoTo EdiT

SharinG